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    "What are you saying, Eddie?" Buck asks again, soft and patient, and it's so unlike him that Eddie melts into his chair.

    "Yeah," Eddie chuckles. "What am I saying?"

    "Y-you want to try with me? Figuring out…"

    "If we could want the same form of physical intimacy from each other," Eddie finishes for him with a nod, a little more confident now.

    "H-how?"

    "Uh, I don't know yet," Eddie admits. "Slowly, I suppose. I thought we could, you know, come up with a plan together?"

    "A plan," Buck echoes, but he doesn't sound weirded out, more like he's already planning to buy a clipboard. "And it wouldn't be strange? I mean, considering— I'm a man, Eddie."

    OR After the attack in the hospital, Eddie finds a letter hidden inside a book that Buck gave him, and reading it unravels him irreparably.

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    5 times that buck and eddie were almost caught together, and 1 time they were

    - or, buck and eddie in a secret relationship during the events of 9a

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    12 Apr 2026

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    “You said you talked to Hen about”—Ravi makes a vague, conjuring gesture, even though Eddie can’t see it—“all this yesterday, right? She dresses the best out of all of us. You should ask her for fashion advice.”

    “I tried.” Eddie huffs. “She said, verbatim, ‘I’m not your gay Yoda.’”

    With that, the fitting room stall’s lock finally clicks open, the door swinging open with a muted groan. Eddie steps out, arms spread wide. “Alright. What do we think?”

    From an objective standpoint, he looks good. He looks really good. Objectively speaking.

    From a subjective standpoint, he looks like someone Buck wants to pin against the nearest surface and fuck until they’re both stupid.

    “Handsome, you are,” Buck croaks.

    Or: Eddie comes out to Buck and takes him clothes shopping.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Eddie realized dimly that his hand was still lifted, phone pressed to his ear, the call still live – Buck’s voice spilling through the speaker, thin and panicked and far too loud:

    “…Eddie, what is happening? Talk to me. Eddie.”

    He should have kissed him before leaving the house, Eddie thought, as his knees gave out.

    He should have kissed him more, period. Every chance he got. In the kitchen, from behind, hands wrapped around his waist. On the couch, during the quiet lull of a movie neither of them was watching. In the parking lot before a shift, just because he could. In the locker room as the bells went off – a good luck charm tucked just out of sight.

    He should have stopped acting like there’d always be another time.

    Or, 

    Eddie gets shot. Again.

     

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    07 Apr 2026

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    buck and eddie celebrate their day-apart birthdays over the years.

    2019-2026

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