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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 127,267
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 4,625
- Kudos:
- 16,948
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- 7,279
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Bookmarked by DisasterAsh
01 Jul 2026
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On June 17th, 2017, Ilya Rozanov is declared dead following the crash of Air Canada Flight 11040.
On June 24th, he comes back to life.
Shane spends the intervening week on a silent retreat, more or less.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,841
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 534
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- 5,703
- Bookmarks:
- 1,441
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- 61,892
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25 Jun 2026
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the anatomy of a bird heart in slow decay by electrocardia (polyclonally)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“I used to be so mad that she was gone sometimes, but it’s okay. I forgive her. I would forgive her every time.”
Something in Yuna’s eyes fractures, like a bird bone under the sole of a shoe. “Your mother is very lucky, then.”
“Yuna,” Ilya says, and he tries very hard to not look at Shane, to not see the unforgiving, enduring hurt in his eyes when he looks over at his mother, so far away from her that he can’t come home, even though he desperately wants to. He looks at Yuna instead, and somehow, even as he braces against the ice-cold concrete and lets the sound of the whistling wind settle in his ears and has been looking at her for a long time now, he finds himself entirely unprepared for familiar Yuna’s eyes will be when she turns her gaze from the distant streetlamp to him. “You’re very lucky too.”
Shane Hollander is a ghost with a comatose body that won't work, unable to move on because his mom won't come visit him. Ilya Rozanov is the only person who can see and hear him, and against all odds, this is still a love story.
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16 Jun 2026
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my momsold me to Scott Hunter, a Shane Hollander fanfiction by luulapants, mockspeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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rpfactorfiction
Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.
So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.
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- English
- Words:
- 18,060
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 1,245
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- 3,705
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- 28,238
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06 Jun 2026
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a year safe in your heart by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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“And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”
Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”
“It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”
“Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”
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The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.
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- Part 1 of anonymous cottage collection
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,949
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,593
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- 11,140
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Bookmarked by DisasterAsh
29 May 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jun 2026
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selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this entire series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here:
https://www.instagram.com/p/DWhgjfuFsVr/?igsh=MTlmbDBvbDBmMG55bQ==
(fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)
- Words:
- 247,098
- Works:
- 4
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Bookmarked by DisasterAsh
05 Apr 2026
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The apartment smells of endings. Blackened bananas, cold coffee, and the quiet weight of a man who no longer trusts himself. Ilya drifts through days like a ghost, missed passes, cruel words, the gnawing sense that he is replaceable.
And then Shane shows up. Quietly. Patiently. With groceries, soup, and a presence that refuses to leave. No lectures. No demands. Just care, slow and persistent, threading its way through Ilya’s hollow rooms, and into the hollow he’s become.
Some days, the shadows still press in. Some mornings, the panic returns. But beside Shane, Ilya begins to breathe again. Slowly. Carefully. And for the first time in a long while, he feels the fragile possibility of being seen—and staying.
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- Part 2 of HEATED RIVALRY ONESHOTS
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23 Mar 2026
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sorry about the blood in your mouth(i wish it was mine) by arisu_ryohei
Fandoms: Student of the Year (2012)
01 Jul 2021
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How much of yourself would you destroy to love another person? Abhi laughs because he knows that isn't something you can choose to do. One day you're whole and the next someone has taken away all of you without even realizing it.
Alternatively: Abhi and Rohan through the years.
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26 Oct 2025
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Shadows: The Horror Movie Heroes by Clouds (myheadinthecoudsnotcomingdown)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
22 Jul 2024
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Izuku Midoriya and Hitoshi Shinso are never going to be the kind of heroes that make civilains think ‘oh, thank god we’re saved,’ when they arrive at the scene. There's too much prejudice against them, so a kid with a villain quirk and one with no quirk at all are never going to be able to inspire that sort of trust.
So instead of becoming heroes that bring hope, they decide to become the next best thing.
The kind of heroes that make villains think, ‘oh, fuck, we’re screwed.’
This fic has a discord.
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- Part 5 of For The Want Of A Nail
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 71,360
- Chapters:
- 40/40
- Collections:
- 88
- Comments:
- 8,004
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- 36,873
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- 7,673
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- 1,027,615
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07 Oct 2025
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Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.
(yet another practice kissing au)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 169,722
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Collections:
- 47
- Comments:
- 6,422
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- 44,108
- Bookmarks:
- 8,068
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- 1,623,049
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16 Jul 2025
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Complicated Creation by Elemental
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
09 Sep 2020
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Midoriya Izuku is medically quirkless, not technically homeless, perpetually exhausted and doing his damned best despite it all. He also sees spirits, which might be cool if not for the fact that a) no one else does, b) they really don't like him very much, and c) he's pretty sure the heroes now think he's a villain working for the League.
Aizawa Shota just wants to take down Overhaul, rescue Eri, keep his students alive, get some rest, and find out how this Deku kid knows things he absolutely should not know about his personal life and the Shie Hassaikai case.
Unless Nighteye's right, and the kid really is a villain.
Series
- Part 1 of sum of all (and by them driven)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 112,787
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Collections:
- 401
- Comments:
- 5,748
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- 49,934
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- 17,666
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- 1,141,252
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31 May 2025
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don't you just want to go apeshit? by kkachis, MargaritaDaemonelix
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
11 Aug 2020
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Midoriya jokingly says, "Aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you just want to go apeshit?" Everyone's too focused on Iida telling him off for swearing to notice Shouto in his corner of the lunch table, mulling over his words.
He is tired of being nice. He does want to go apeshit.
Or: the one where Todoroki Shouto finds his personality, bit by bit, through the power of memes and friendship.
(background momojirou; tsuchako, shinkami, kiribaku if you squint)- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,531
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 62
- Comments:
- 615
- Kudos:
- 12,298
- Bookmarks:
- 4,178
- Hits:
- 109,897
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18 Sep 2022
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The Fine Jar by BrightShadow
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
30 Aug 2022
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Aizawa has had it up to here with his class claiming to be fine when they're not. Desparate times call for desparate measures. Enter the Fine Jar.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,544
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 12
- Comments:
- 707
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- 3,817
- Bookmarks:
- 1,213
- Hits:
- 48,179
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18 Sep 2022
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Not all exits are made Equal by LunaLucrea
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
28 Jun 2020
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When a raid goes wrong, and Aizawa gets taken, he's hardly expecting to be found.
He's a professional Underground Hero. He's seen situations like this play out before, and knows how the cards usually fall.
He's got people he'll miss of course, and he feels terrible about what this is going to do to Hizashi and Eri, but these are the types of risks he agreed to when he signed on the dotted line all those years ago. He's ready to accept his fate.
It's a good thing his former students are tenacious little shits.
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- Part 1 of When someone leaves your life
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,371
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 26
- Comments:
- 245
- Kudos:
- 5,620
- Bookmarks:
- 995
- Hits:
- 56,490
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14 Sep 2022
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Paper Agency by The Feels Whale (miscellea)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
17 May 2020
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Brand new U.A. graduate, Shinsou Hitoshi, has a lot on his plate between finding a job, looking for a place to live, figuring out what his relationship with his mentors is going to look like now that they're not teacher and student anymore, and why his civilian boyfriend, Izuku, is acting so damn weird.
Or: that one where Shinsou realizes a lot of things have been going on in the wings.
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- Part 1 of BNHA Boys Having Big Feels
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,707
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 117
- Comments:
- 595
- Kudos:
- 12,786
- Bookmarks:
- 4,720
- Hits:
- 156,245
Bookmarked by DisasterAsh
11 Aug 2022
Bookmarker's Notes
if this single-handedly brings back my fic obsession phase I'm gonna be in deep shit but it'll be worth it
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all this, and love too by apopcornkernel
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
27 Apr 2022
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Twilight’s grip spasmed, the barrel of his gun dipping away from her heart. “Yor?”
It was only then that Yor looked at him—really looked at the spy she’d been about to kill. She staggered back.
“Loid,” she gasped, all horrified recognition. Her weapons clattered to the ground.
Yor is given the order to assassinate Twilight.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,353
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 108
- Kudos:
- 6,865
- Bookmarks:
- 712
- Hits:
- 65,603
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29 May 2022
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soft hearts, electric souls by doingthewritethings
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
31 Dec 2025
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Shinsou looks like he’s about to offer his condolences, but then he pauses.
“I don’t like that look,” says Midoriya. “The last time you made that face, I woke up and we had one less microwave.”
or, the one where Shinsou has too much free time, the general public is thirsty for hero gossip, and Shouto’s life spirals into a scheme to date his entire class in one month.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,496
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Collections:
- 8
- Comments:
- 583
- Kudos:
- 2,289
- Bookmarks:
- 697
- Hits:
- 33,015
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05 Apr 2022
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better kept secret by mavaaline
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
15 Jul 2019
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“Then let’s not tell them.”
“What?”
“We can keep it a secret, until you’re ready to tell them or until you disown your shitty dad.”
Or, five times Shouto and Izuku were almost caught and the one time they actually told everyone everything.
theme: attachments
quote: “Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn down your house, you can never tell.” (Joan Crawford)Series
- Part 6 of tododeku week 2019
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,245
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 32
- Kudos:
- 2,031
- Bookmarks:
- 381
- Hits:
- 15,150
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30 Mar 2022
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count your blessings, not your flaws by PitViperOfDoom
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 May 2017
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Midoriya Izuku has never been asked out, confessed to, or flirted with, except as a joke.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,457
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,476
- Kudos:
- 70,831
- Bookmarks:
- 11,917
- Hits:
- 481,355
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30 Mar 2022
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miya atsumu's guide on being in love with the densest aries known to mankind by kyatsuu
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
09 Jun 2021
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Miya Atsumu
→ sent a video
omi look at this astrology acc !!
‘signs that should get together already’ and the first pair to pop up is aries and libra ;)
aren’t you an aries omi?Sakusa Kiyoomi
yeah ...
miya why are you the only person following that account
Miya Atsumu
ITS A NEW ACC OMI IM JUST TRYNA BE SUPPORTIVE GEEZ(or, au in which atsumu's fatal flaw is falling for his best friend, and kiyoomi's fatal flaw is that he's so endearingly stupid)
Bookmarked by DisasterAsh
25 Mar 2022