Benstat
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- Heated Rivalry (TV) (1)
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I was watching a podcast and found out that sometimes when a man (or an individual with a penis) has sex with someone they actually like, they can feel intimidated and have performance anxiety, and that obviously reminded me of Shane and Ilya.
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It was a few years after the war, Snafu worked at a lumber mill now and he would often work long shifts that went into the night. He made friends with the people he worked with, he always made a friend or two wherever he went, and they’d go out for drinks or dinner every so often and tonight was one of those nights. He’d always make sure to let you know in the morning when he knew about the plan or call if it was made that day and he always made it home just on time but you were usually asleep by that time anyway, and tonight was just like any other night.
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we chase misprinted lies (we face the path of time) by paledyingrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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In 1934, Ilya escapes Russia with his mother and older brother. Ottawa feels terrifying at first, until he meets a boy named Shane, whose mother runs the boarding house Ilya and his family are staying in.
What begins as friendship slowly becomes something more over the years, until the start of the war changes everything.
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- Part 1 of between the lines
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23 Feb 2026
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[YOUTUBE LIVE CHAT: St. Jude’s Parish]
Yuna Hollander: Good morning Shane! You look handsome! Fix your collar honey.
David Hollander: Sound is a bit buzzy today son. Love, Dad.
Ilya stared at the chat.
Someone’s father knew how to use YouTube.
"Parents?" Ilya whispered. "He is streaming for his parents?"
It was sad. And weirdly sweet.
Ilya’s father barely remembered his name these days.
This priest—Father Shane Hollander—had a fan club of two people, and they shared his DNA.
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AU where Boston Bears superstar Ilya Rozanov meets Shane Hollander, a clumsy, tiny priest from Montreal.
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Bookmarked by Benstat
09 Feb 2026
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Robert breaks the kiss, breathing heavily. "Do you actually use lube to put this on?"
Was that throwaway comment just bait for the sake of bait? Flambae smirks. "Still hung up on that? I don't know. Maybe I do. You'd have to spend the night to find out."
"Maybe I will, then." Robert challenges. That'd be real privacy, away from SDN and HR and whatever corporate hell just itching to hunt him down.
Flambae laughs, pleased, and Robert doesn't miss the way his lips quirk in an almost-genuine smile. "Pfft. Take me to dinner first, jackass."
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02 Dec 2025
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Following the showdown with Shroud, the Z-Team rewards themselves with some much-needed downtime. But as the group split off on various drunk misadventures, Flambae and Robert are left to man the table.
How long is it going to take for Robert to realise that the hero was full of shit when claiming his dispatcher wasn't 'his type'—and how long until Flambae realises that the feeling is mutual?
Bookmarked by Benstat
29 Nov 2025
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Robert has gotten used to bribing Sonar; Twinkies, a cooked lunch, a chance to hack into his phone, a day off. Anything to get the unmotivated asshole to do his job. Just like everything else, it escalates out of his control.
They'd fallen into something almost familiar; bartering for what Sonar could get.It felt different, though, when what he wanted was Robert.
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Bookmarked by Benstat
20 Nov 2025