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“You’re Nick and Charlie, so you’re gonna be fine.”
Spoiler alert: - we weren’t fine. Not even close.
Nick and I had believed we could make a long-distance relationship work. We loved each other, we were positive, and we were strong. But the distance between Truham and Leeds could have been a million miles; the journey lasted hours, train tickets took all our money, and I… well, I turned into a bitch. There’s no other word for it.
I pushed and pushed until Nick did something terrible. Something that broke us apart. Something that sent me spinning back into a relationship with a man who’d already abused me as a boy. The scars from that terrible time – mental, physical – followed me over the following six years.
And that’s when Nick found me again. Still playing with Queer Intentions. Directionless, miserable, still deeply scarred by the past.
But here’s the thing… we live in the same city now. The past is another country, so they say. Can we move past what happened?
Do I even want that?
Can we rekindle what we had before… or does it risk sending me into another self-destructive spiral?
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They have some other works in fandoms that I'm in and want to be in. Like Emmerdale
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Ch 1 saw Charlie at pub playing with band. They on break and Charlie saw drunk Nick kissing girl.
Ch Charlie. decides to be friends. And playing Mario kart at Nick house. Ch 6 goes to karaoke. Charlie sks Nick if him and Katie dated. Nick asks if jealous. Charlie asks if he wants him to be. Later, Nick looks at Charlie insta and sees pics of Ben. Ch 7 Charlie talks to Tao. Ch 8 Charlie and Nick talked about what happened. Ch 9 Nick breaks arm Ch 10 Charlie cares for him. Ch 11 Charlie tells Nick about Ben. He lost weight and tried to commit suicide. Quit school and moved home. Ch 13 Tao coming home from CA. Elle had a hookup while dating Tao. Charlie got offered coach job in running group. Ch 15 home for Christmas. Nick road with Charlie. Nick almost kissed him. Ch 16 Christmas party in town Charlie band playing. Everyone going. Ch 17 Ben comes up to Charlie and Nick and is mean. Ch 20 brunch with the Paris squad. Ch 21 Christmas. Nick and Charlie exchange gifts. Ch 22 Charlie has nightmare about the night. Ch 23 Nick gets ready for the party. Ch 24 nye party at Nick with friends. Ch 26 talk with Tao. Mental health ups and downs. Ch 27 their date at beach. Hard conversations. Ch 28 home. Talking about Charlie mental health and how affects Nick. Ch 29 talk to Tori about college. Talk with mom about Nick. Pic of newsletter looks like he kissed Ben. Ch 30 Charlie tells Nick about the pic. Ch 31 date in the tent. Sex. At end they fall asleep. Ch 32 wake in middle of night. Charlie says Nick can stay to sleep if he wants to. Next morning fender bender bike/car, but is ok. Ch 33 full day. Suicide thoughts. Bath. Nick called. Phone sex. Ch 34 Nick sees scrapes. End of ch Charlie class material comes and Ben calls , saying he is disowned. Ch 35 line dancing at end Charlie is going to stay at Nick. Ch 36 sex. Nick wants to say u love you. Ch 37 calls in middle of night. Vday for the boys. Ch 38 sex. Nick saw missed calls. Ch 40 ready for job interview. Ch 41 2 interviews. Tao and Charlie fight over Elle. Ch 42 Charlie tells Nick about Elle and Tao. He is upset. After Charlie is asleep he calls them and chews them out. Ch 43 Tao apologizes. Elle apologizes. Tao come over. Charlie is having tough time. Ch 44 Charlie in accident. Ch 45 Nick goes to Charlie in hospital. Induced coma. Brain swelling. Ch 47 Charlie comes home. Ch 48 Charlie talks to police. Ch 49 Charlie cuts, but then does ask for help from Nick at end of chapter. Ch 50 Nick and Charlie talk about argument b4 his accident. Wedding planning with tara and Darcy. Ch 51 Nick catches Charlie cutting. They talk. Ch 52 Nick talks to Katie for help. Ch 53 see police about cyberstalking, see Geoff, see Nick. Upstairs at end of chapter. Ch 54 Sex. Talked about what had been happening. Ch 55 Nick asks Charlie to move in. Charlie hesitates. Ch 56 Charlie gives drum lessons. Running in club. Ch 57 Charlie takes Nick to museum to practice his tour skills. Ch 58 Nick gets cast off. Taking Charlie on holiday. Ch 59 Charlie being stalked. Tells Nick. Ch 60 nightmares. Charlie wants to move in. Ch 61 visi Charlie mom and dad. Sex. Ch 62 celebrate Charlie bday. Ch 63 more drum students. Nick going back to rugby. They looked at first apartment. Ch 64 Ben sent card to Charlie. Ch 65 moving in together. Ch 66 moving day. Ch 67 sex. Ch 68 bliss/argument. Ch 69 talk about ben. Ch 70 sex. Ch 71 talk Charlie topping.Thru ch 71