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Part I—Hermione (Friday, November 4)
Ron was late.
To his credit, he'd owled this time—which in Hermione's opinion remained the wizarding world's most stubborn failure to modernize—to say inventory had run long. Something about a misfiring batch of Peruvian Darkness Powder. She'd read it twice, replied with a perfectly measured "okay," and then sat at the table for forty minutes watching the door like it owed her something.
Her friends had the decency not to comment. For about ten minutes.
"Peruvian Darkness Powder," Theo said, in the tone of a man savoring a particularly good cheese. "Riveting stuff."
"It misfired," Hermione said.
"I'm sure it did."
Ginny was looking at her with that expression—not unkind, just very, very honest. The honesty only people who love you can produce when they've decided you need to hear something. "He works in a joke shop, Hermione."
"He manages—"
"Hermione."
"It's been busy," she said, which was not the same thing as he's coming, and everyone at the table knew it. Blaise refilled her glass without being asked, which she chose to read as solidarity rather than pity.
Pansy had been quiet for a full three minutes, which for Pansy was practically a spiritual achievement. "Busy," she said finally, tasting the word like she was deciding whether to spit it out. "What a remarkably convenient thing to be."
"Don't," Hermione said.
Pansy raised both hands, the picture of innocence, which suited her about as well as it sounded.
Harry, who had the situational awareness of someone who had survived considerably worse than weekly Friday Drinks™, put his hand briefly on Hermione's arm and then went back to arguing with Blaise about something Ministry-related that she couldn't follow because she was watching the door again.
"He'll turn up," Theo said cheerfully. He was the only one at the table who seemed to be genuinely enjoying himself, which was very Theo of him. "Any minute now. Dashing through the rain, coat dramatic, very romantic. You know how he is."
"Shut up, Theo."
"I'm being supportive."
"Sure you are."
"I've dated disappointing wizards," Pansy said—mildly, the way one might share a restaurant recommendation. "Several, actually. At least they had the decency to show up first."
Hermione smiled, which was not quite the same as finding it funny.
Ginny's hand found hers under the table. Hermione didn't look at her, but she didn't pull away either.
It went on like that for another half hour. The Leaky Cauldron was warm and loud and full of people having a perfectly normal Friday, and Hermione laughed when she was supposed to and responded when spoken to and kept her eyes moving between the door and her watch with a focus that had convinced itself it wasn't paying any attention at all.
Harry and Blaise argued Ministry minutiae, as they always did, as they would presumably still be doing at her funeral. Theo and Pansy invented increasingly unhinged scenarios for Luna's plus-one at the next Ministry gala. Hermione contributed suggestions on autopilot and privately thought that she needed to get better at this—at being present, at letting an evening just be an evening.
Then Ginny said, quietly, "He's not coming, 'Mione."
"You don't know that."
"I grew up with him." There was no cruelty in it, just the weary certainty of someone who had been watching her brother's patterns for twenty-odd years and had stopped expecting them to surprise her.
She squeezed Hermione's hand under the table, and Hermione let her, and stared at her drink.
The thing she couldn't say out loud—the thing she'd been carefully not-saying for months—was that this wasn't new. The late arrivals, the forgotten plans, the way her disappointment had gradually been reframed as her being difficult or expecting too much. She'd been doing the mental math on all of it for a while now and consistently refusing to look at the answer.
"If I leave," she said, "he'll say I made a scene."
Ginny's lips pressed together. "He stood you up. In front of all of us."
"I know."
"Hermione."
"I know." She pushed back her chair, and it scraped against the floor loud enough that Harry and Blaise both paused mid-argument to look over. "I'm going to check on him."
A small silence settled over the table. Not surprised, exactly. More like resigned.
"You don't have to do that," Harry said carefully.
"I want to," Hermione said, and the strange thing was that she meant it—not because she expected anything good at the end of it, but because she needed to put the not-knowing somewhere. Disappointment, at least, was concrete.
"Owl me when you get home?" asked Harry.
She nodded, squeezed Ginny's shoulder, and was out the door before anyone could talk her into or out of anything.
The rain had softened to a mist. She stood on the wet pavement for a moment, cold air doing its useful work, and then Apparated to the alley behind the shop before her better judgment could properly weigh in.
She landed in a puddle. Obviously.
The shop windows were dark. One light on upstairs, in the flat.
Right, then.
She squared her shoulders and walked toward the back entrance, and it occurred to her that showing up uninvited in the rain to a conversation she already knew she wasn't going to like was maybe the most Hermione Granger thing she had ever done. Turning up. Insisting on knowing. She'd built a whole life out of it.
Her friends' voices followed her into the dark, faint and warm and fading.
She kept walking.
Part II—Draco (Friday, November 4)
The Malfoy family dinner had been going for forty-five minutes, which meant Draco was approximately forty-three minutes past the point of wanting to be there.
His mother had made the lamb. His favourite, which was not a coincidence—Narcissa Malfoy did not do things by accident, and she was particularly deliberate when she wanted something. The good china was out. The candles were the tall ones she reserved for occasions. The whole evening had the considered stage that had been set well in advance of any performance.
Draco had noted all of this upon arrival and said nothing, because he was twenty-five years old and had grown up in this house and knew exactly how this worked.
His father waited until the second course to get to the point.
"You've been spending a great deal of time at the Ministry," Lucius said.
"I work there," Draco said. "It does tend to require my presence."
"It's unbecoming."
"Of what, specifically?"
His father looked at him the way he looked at most things: already finished. Waiting for the rest of the room to catch up. "Of this family's standing. There are people paying attention, Draco. Old families. Old names. They see a Malfoy running errands for the Ministry and they draw conclusions."
"What conclusions would those be?"
"That we have lost our footing."
Draco cut his lamb. "We were on the wrong side of a war. We lost considerably more than our footing."
His mother set down her fork gently. "What your father means," she said, "is that appearances matter. Especially now, when things are—recovering."
"Recovering," Draco said. "Interesting word for it."
"The Greengrasses have reached out." She said it slightly too quickly, and he read it, and she knew he read it, and for a moment they looked at each other across the table with the clarity of two people who understood each other very well and found it periodically inconvenient. "Discreetly."
"Have they," he said.
"Astoria is—"
"The Greengrasses," Draco said, setting his fork down, "pulled back the moment our name became a liability. Found the alliance considerably less appealing somewhere between the Dark Lord's downfall and our family's very public reckoning with the consequences of having enthusiastically supported him." He kept his voice pleasant. "And now that my work at the Ministry has made us socially palatable again, an arrangement with Astoria is suddenly worth revisiting."
His mother's hands folded and refolded in her lap. "It was a complicated time. We were all under scrutiny."
He nearly said it. The Mark. What scrutiny had actually looked like, felt like, meant—for him, in this house, in those years. The weight of it.
He didn't. It wouldn't land the way he meant it, and he was tired.
"Astoria Greengrass is the right choice," his father said. "Well-connected. Properly educated. She understands her obligations."
"I don't care about her pedigree."
"What you care about," Lucius said, with the same level of indifference he often employed towards those he considered inferior—which is to say—everyone, "is of precisely as much consequence as I choose for it to be."
Narcissa turned toward Draco, soft and urgent in that way she had—the way that meant she had already decided this was about love rather than leverage, and that her certainty on that point was itself a kind of leverage. "No one is asking you to love her, my dragon. Only to understand who you are in this family. You cannot choose your work over your obligations indefinitely."
"Funny," Draco said. "My Ministry badge opens more doors than the Malfoy name does these days. I'd have thought that was worth something to everyone at this table."
His father stood.
He didn't make a production of it—that had never been his style. He simply rose—deliberate, unhurried—and looked at Draco with the absolute untroubled confidence of someone who found disagreement more baffling than threatening. "You will not dismantle decades of planning," he said, each word placed with care, "because you have decided that your personal preferences outweigh your name."
Silence.
Draco looked up at him. "I'm not marrying Astoria Greengrass."
"You will reconsider."
"I won't."
"Your independence," his father said, "is considerably more conditional than you seem to believe."
His mother's breath caught—barely, controlled, but audible. Her hand moved toward her wine glass and stopped.
Draco thought about asking what that meant, precisely. What lever his father believed he still had. He thought about a number of things he could say, a few of which were true and most of which would have started something neither of them had the energy to finish tonight.
He set his napkin on the table, stood, and left.
No doors slammed. He wasn't seventeen anymore.
His townhouse was quiet in the way he'd come to genuinely appreciate after years of houses that were never just quiet—always performing. He set his wand on the side table, poured himself a drink out of sheer habit, and then stood there looking at it without any intention of touching it.
Conditional.
The thing about his father was that he'd always been good at that—the single word, the unfinished sentence, the implication left to do its own damage in the silence after. It had worked when Draco was young, and it had worked when he was seventeen and in considerably over his head, and it worked now, which he found genuinely irritating because he was twenty-five and owned his own home and had by any reasonable measure built something his father hadn't.
And yet. Here he was. Standing in his coat, drink untouched, still thinking about it.
Seven years since the war ended. Seven years since Lucius Malfoy's extraordinary performance as a coward of almost artistic proportions had somehow netted him two years' house arrest and five years' probation, which Draco found insufficient but had made his peace with. Seven years since Draco himself had been handed back to Hogwarts for a year—a minor at the time of the cadaverous reptile's reign of terror, which the Ministry had decided made him more salvageable than culpable—and then pointed at the Ministry afterward with a handshake and a general sense of well, good luck with that.
He'd expected to hate it. He'd planned to hate it, actually. Put in his time, rebuild what could be rebuilt, and go back to—something. Whatever Malfoys did when they weren't in the process of atoning for anything.
Instead, it turned out he was good at the work. And then, more inconveniently, it turned out he liked it. The work mattered. He was doing something that was actually useful, which was a novel experience and one he'd found embarrassingly difficult to give up.
Then a few months in he'd looked up and realised the people around him had quietly shifted from colleagues to something else, which had shifted further before he'd thought to stop it, and now he was in the remarkable and faintly absurd position of having friends—actual friends, people he'd choose, people who chose him—who included several Gryffindors.
Several. As in more than one. He'd had to sit with that for a while.
He didn't, truly, give a single flying fuck what pureblood wizarding society thought of him anymore. Hard to maintain a robust investment in a social order that had enthusiastically rallied behind a megalomaniacal, noseless, self-styled lizard king—as he'd taken to thinking of him, because if you couldn't be contemptuous in the privacy of your own head, where could you be—and then seemed genuinely surprised by how that had gone.
He was no longer a prejudiced twat. He was occasionally still a regular twat, but he was working on it.
The loyalty to his family was harder to shake, even now, even when Father was—to be precise about it—a royal cunt. He was still his father. And Mother had been raised to serve and defer, and while that didn't excuse any of it—the decades of it, the scale of it, the not-so-small matter of having aided and abetted a remarkably ambitious corpse—he thought sometimes she was finding the edges of that, nudging at them quietly when his father wasn't looking. But their conversations rarely extended past his obligations, so it was difficult to say.
He had come into his inheritance the moment Lucius received his sentence. No legal ties. If anything, the reverse.
So what, precisely, did conditional mean.
Draco became aware, at some point, that his jaw had been set for a while.
He made a conscious effort to release it.
The drink sat untouched on the table, amber in the lamplight. He thought about his father's face across the dinner table. That blankness that had always felt more like a verdict than an expression. He thought about his mother's hands, folding and refolding. About the word she'd used. Scrutiny. And everything it had quietly declined to mean.
He turned away from the drink and went to find something more useful to do with the rest of his evening.