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You've seen him around base only a handful of times but everything about Kylo Ren fills you with desire. You stood near him once and began to shake uncontrollably. It almost felt as if some unseen force was touching you in your most intimate spot. You had to leave the room to calm yourself. Now you are continuously tortured, as your thighs burn and you become moist between your legs with lustful thoughts. There is an ache inside you and you’re not sure what could satisfy it. You try to pleasure yourself, but you are never able to “get there” and eventually you give up. Approaching Kylo Ren is out of the question, you find him so intimidating you would never dare.
You are exhausted, spending so many restless nights tossing and turning in bed, as sleep eludes you over these last several months. You wonder to yourself if Kylo Ren is tired too because he's been running through your mind all day and night. You laugh at the idea, but your better judgement gives over to imagination as you picture him tying you up and fucking you all night.
You rise bleary eyed as ever as you ready yourself for the day, all the while thinking about getting to the mess hall and that first delicious cup of coffee. Maybe you’ll see Matt, your new colleague there. Though you haven’t known each other for long, you’ve grown very friendly with one another. Matt seems to enjoy your sense of humor and you think he’s so funny, and pretty cute too. You’ve been assigned to work together and Matt has been very appreciative of the help you’ve given him. He has admitted to you that being a radar technician is a second career for him and he doesn’t in fact have a whole lot of experience.
With your help, Matt has been able to pick up a great deal more skill. You found him to be a very quick learner, but when you ask about what he did previously he mutters something about smuggling lightsabers, but then quickly changes the subject.
What a sense of humor, you think.
Matt has been flirting with you even more than usual today and as he bends over to pick up a dropped wrench you can’t help but think of what a nice butt he’s got, from what little you can tell in his standard issue radar tech uniform. He’s no Kylo Ren, but on the other hand, like you, he seems to be a fan of his. He is always talking about him, in fact you’ve come to the conclusion that he probably wants to fuck Kylo Ren too.
So you’ve got that in common, maybe you could be even better friends. You’ve never been involved in a romantic relationship but you feel a kinship with Matt. You feel your budding friendship would in no way be harmed, if you had a “friends with benefits” situation.
Matt may be somewhat clumsy, but you can’t help but notice what large hands he has and how thick his fingers are. It makes you wonder about what the rest of his body might look like. What would happen if the two of you got trapped in the supply room down the hall? Maybe if you asked nicely Matt would tie you up and fuck you. You are so aroused you don't even feel ashamed when you imagine all the things that a man could do to a woman and ask Matt if he’d do those things to you.
You remember the recent conversation you had with Matt about sex. You admitted to him that you were a virgin, while Matt went on to tell you not about himself, but how he’d been friends Kylo Ren’s ex-girlfriend and how knew Kylo loved oral sex and enjoyed to give as well as receive. You felt a bit jealous then just knowing that Kylo Ren must have been with some of the most beautiful women in the galaxy, while you’d never even touched a cock before, let alone sucked one. Despite your lack of experience, you cannot help but think obsessively about giving Kylo Ren the best blow job he’s ever had. This further spurs your ever growing confidence in Matt.
As he has implied he knows a lot about sex and a lot about Kylo Ren, you decide to ask Matt for a huge favor. After all, you've helped him save face quite a bit on the job. Although you find him a bit odd you do feel a connection with him. Your passion overcomes your trepidation. Forgetting embarrassment, you ask him to teach you how to give head. You are so eager to find out what it will be like and to your astonishment, Matt gladly accepts your offer. Unlike fixing calcinators, Matt seems very interested in doing this correctly.
He looks up from his work and gives you the most intense and resolute stare.
“Do you know Kylo Ren has an eight pack? He’s shredded,” Matt says.
You start to perspire at that thought alone.
“Have you ever seen him without his mask on?” he continues while reaching for his wrench.
“No,” you admit.
Matt huffs something and smirks. He moves quite close to you then and putting his lips next to your ear he whispers “I hear his face is the best.”
A shiver runs down your spine and you let out a small gasp. He moves back a step and stares at you in awkward silence for a few moments before suddenly turning, making quick strides away, and leaving you standing alone in the hallway. You are left wondering just when your first lesson will begin.
As you return to your quarters, you feel as though your legs are made of lead. Tomorrow will be a long day as the entire base will be under final inspection. You should get to bed early but you are feeling rather unsettled. Again, you wonder if you will be able to sleep, or if thoughts of him will keep this from you. In the fresher, you remove your uniform and change into your night clothes, a soft black tank top and panties. You admire yourself for a moment in the reflection. The round curves of your breasts and hips, the way your nipples show through the thin fabric. If only Commander Ren could see you now.
You move to your sleeping quarters, throwing yourself on the bed. You grab a holobook from your nightstand. Sometimes reading helps you to fall asleep, as long as it’s something dull. Laying flat on your stomach atop the firm mattress in your quarters, you try to focus on "Advances in Radar Technology”. However, your unrequited desire for Commander Ren soon has your mind drifting and your body responding to even the most mundane of sensations. A tightness grows low in your abdomen.
When you decide to begin touching your already wet pussy, you hear the door slide open behind you. You freeze, paralyzed at the sudden intrusion on your privacy. You hear a low soft groan and you recognize as the somewhat peculiar sigh of your coworker Matt. How he was able to get in doesn’t seem important now. You hear his footsteps and you feel a rush of warmth to your cheeks with the realization that he’s caught you like this. Before you know what’s happening you feel him pressing his body on top of you.
You feel his weight and hear his breath in your ear. You recall that you had requested a “lesson” but you never imagined he would just show up like this. Further adding to the shock, you feel something hard and warm pressing against your bottom and you feel gloved hands running from your shoulders down the length your arms.
Wait a minute, since when does Matt wear gloves?
"Shhh, girl, it's just me".
At this you feel you can move again and as you turn your head slightly, you see his blond hair and a glint of light reflecting off the lens of his glasses. You're relieved enough to let out a little giggle. The warmth of his hand penetrates through the leather gloves to your upper arms, warmer still his throbbing member on your backside. He lifts up slightly to allow you room to move, pulling you up by the waist, helping you to turn over on to your back.
“I was just walking by when I thought about our conversation earlier today,” he says. “I thought if you had some free time tonight I could teach you a few things.”
Just then you notice it wasn’t just black gloves he was wearing, Matt was dressed up in what looked to be garments similar Kylo Ren’s black robes. With his thighs straddling you on either side he sits back on his knees, looming over you.
“Matt did you dress up to pretend to be Kylo Ren?” you gaze over his attire, almost laughing.
“Exactly, that’s exactly what I did.”
Gosh, he’s really obsessed, but he looks so hot. You don’t think you’ll have any difficulty with your imagination.
“You've never given pleasure to a man before. I can show you just what to do, and I know how much you want to please Kylo Ren," Matt explained. "I thought it would be helpful if I ... dressed for the role."
You experience a strange mix of gratitude and embarrassment at this. You are surprised when he grabs the hand that you'd been touching yourself with and brings it to his mouth. It is still wet with your juices and ashamed you try to pull it away, but his grip overcomes you and you soon find your fingers are resting on his tongue. His lips enclose around your index and middle fingers. His mouth is so warm and wet. He begins to suck, tasting your desire, drawing your fingers into his mouth, then parting them and licking in between.
Surprised by this new sensation, you gasp softly.
“You know I’ve stood next to Kylo Ren in the fresher, and it’s true, he’s huge.” You are broken from your trance as Matt continues to speak. “Lucky for you I am almost as large as he is.”
He leans down and whispers in your ear, “Your lesson will be practically canon.” As he places a gentle kiss on your jaw under your ear, you can’t help but arch your back and moan into his coarse, blond hair.
“You can't wait to practice. Good …” says Matt, as he begins sucking on your earlobe. An electric current runs through you. You've never been so turned on.
"Yes, I can't wait for my lesson, but where is your mask?" You feel ashamed to ask, your eyes barely able to meet his.
”I ... haven't made one yet, don't worry, I'll have it ... next time.” he purrs.
You can barely contain the swirl of your emotions. You've never been this close to a man before and you never could have imagined Matt, of all people, could make you feel like this. You clench uncontrollably, thinking of all the possibilities of just what he could do to you.
He nudges you out of your curiosity. “First I want to show you how good it will feel for you to set your mouth to another’s sex, just relax,” he says, as he leans down and begins to lay wet open mouth kisses along your jawline.
He pauses just before lightly brushing your lips with his. You feel every tingle of his mouth skimming over you, his lips are so soft and warm. His mouth opens slightly, you feel his tongue and you open your mouth to accept it. His mouth is so wet, and the feeling is exquisite. Kissing could be like this? You moan into his mouth as your own tongue touches his and the kiss deepens. For how expertly he is able to spike arousal in you, it’s not hard to imagine this is really Kylo Ren rather than Matt.
Matt uses one knee to push your legs wide apart as he positions himself within the embrace of your hips. He has you humming as his tongue caresses your mouth, it is so wet and both soft and firm at the same time. The passion of his kiss and the press of his body help you forget all of life’s problems, whatever the size. For now all you can think about is the very thick, hard cock pressing against your folds and though partitioned by fabric you feel twitching against your cunt.
“I want you to call me Master Ren,” he says.
You blink, slightly confused. Is his obsession that strong?
You wonder for a moment decided it really doesn’t matter because you’re honestly just interested in that awfully insistent boner he’s got. So you comply.
“Of course, Master Ren," you whisper coyly, “whatever you say.”
A trail of saliva is left by the wet kisses which slide down your neck. Your hands begin to explore his chest, abdomen, and lower.
Grabbing you by your wrist he stops you. “Do not touch me, not yet,” he commands.
Sitting back on his knees, he gazes into your eyes for a moment. You realize how large he is and how small you feel under his enormous form. Then without further hesitation, his hands move to your hips and he gathers the fabric at the bottom of your tank top sliding it up your torso, breasts, and finally over your head. Your nipples harden at the sudden exposure to air. Matt takes your tank and binds your wrists together with the fabric. He loops the shirt over the headboard. Though you are unable to move your arms, you find the stretch pleasant, for now. You blush as his eyes take in your body, your round breasts and soft tummy.
“Better than an eight pack," he mumbles.
As Matt gently cups your breasts, he teases and licks one breast and then opening his generous mouth he brings your entire nipple into his mouth suckling deeply as you feel the moisture between your legs build. At this you can't help but buck your hips upward, rubbing your already swollen clit against the layers of fabric separating you. You are desperate to remove these layers but your hands remain bound above you.
Matt seems to sense what you want. He lifts your hips with one hand and slides your panties down with the other in one fluid motion. You are completely naked before him now, your hands are bound above you and legs spread to either side.
Beautiful, you hear as he looks upon the patch of curls and then cups your flush sex with his hand.
A tingling sensation shoots from the base your spine to your cunt, which causes you to clench under his fingers. You hadn’t planned on losing your virginity like this but now there is nothing you want more than to have this man’s cock buried deeply inside you. You shiver at the thought of what that might really be like and you begin breathing faster when you think that there could be pain involved.
Feeling all at once exposed and vulnerable, you attempt to move your legs back together but Matt firmly places a hand on either knee and steadies them in place. You feel strangely comforted, relieved by his touch holding your knees apart, though his frame seems impossibly large, hovering over you.
His eyes drift over the curves of your body.
“Let me look at you … you are beautiful …”
Then flashing his gaze to your eyes you hear his voice shift down an octave and you are mesmerized when he practically growls ,“Now, girl, tell me what you want. I do not wish hurt you and I will do anything you wish.”
You stare at his mouth as the words fall from it and remember how wet and warm it felt on your lips. You imagine him kissing you between your legs. Without another word Matt dips his head to your abdomen and kisses, licks, and sucks the soft skin there slowly moving down, laying a trail from your bellybutton to just above your pubic bone.
He continues to gaze into your eyes as he shifts his body further down between your legs. You gasp and squirm a bit as he kisses and laves at your inner thighs. He grabs your hip bones, his thumbs hooking into the space where your legs meet your hips. His long fingers wrap around your hips and holding you firmly in place, as his eyes remain locked on yours.
Your eyes squeeze shut. Does he like this? Will he like this? You think anxiously.
You hear a satisfied sigh escape his lips, confirming your curiosity. You tremble in anticipation, feeling his warm breath against your labia as Matt positions himself in front of your wet cunt. He stops his advance and you can feel his breath as it blows across your folds. You wish your hands were free at this point as you want nothing more than to lace your fingers through his hair and press his face into your lips. As you lock eyes with Matt, you wonder to yourself what Kylo Ren really looks like.
“I don’t want anything to come between us,” Matt says as he moves forward a centimeter, dipping his face towards his hands which raise to remove his glasses. As he does this the tip of his nose brushes the hood of your clitoris and a mewling cry escape your lips.
You look back to his eyes, without the glasses you now notice how dark and stunning they actually are.
“Don’t close your eyes, again,” he commands. “I want you to see everything. You won’t understand completely how to pleasure another if you don’t understand first what it is that fulfills your desire. Now, tell me what you will do.” He again positions his lips directly in line with your sex and brushes your clit with the tip of his tongue.
“Okay Matt. “ his ministrations stopped at your incorrect address. “I mean Master Ren.”
“Better,” he says. Without another word he pulls you in, flattening his tongue against your sex and licking from bottom to top, the tip of his tongue striking your clit perfectly.
You can’t stop yourself from moaning as his tongue draws up copious amounts of your fluid to coat your sensitive nub. His tongue then moves to concentrate on your clit where it flicks repeatedly before his lips part and he draws you into his mouth, gently suckling and licking the delicate bundle of nerves. You struggle to keep your eyes from rolling back into your head and his eyes never leave yours the entire time. You feel yourself close to reaching the peak of something you never knew could rise to.
Your hips buck upward but Matt moves one arm over your hips and lower abdomen stilling your movements. While he continues his gentle sucking, his other hand moves to your entrance and he slowly pushes his thick index finger inside you. You are so wet the leather clad finger glides in effortlessly up to the third knuckle. He moves it in and out of you for a few strokes before adding a second digit, as you open further to accept it.
As he begins to stretch you further with his fingers, all the while continuing the gentle onslaught of suckling and licking your clit, you quickly reach the point of no return as your body is rocked with a feeling like you never before experienced. You are falling, but Matt is there to catch you. You see stars and you contract rhythmically around his fingers which curl inside you, while he continues licking you through your climax.
He finally breaks contact and slides his fingers out of your cunt. There are tears in your eyes as he continues to stare into them. He rises and reaches up to cup his hand around your jaw as he catches a single tear with the pad of his thumb as it slides down your cheek and wipes it away. He tilts your chin up leans down to kiss you. You taste your own desire on his lips and feel lost for a moment when he tears himself away from your lips, but then he places soft kisses on your cheeks and both eyelids.
“You are so good, you are such a good girl.” he whispers in your ear before nuzzling his face into your neck. He hoists himself back up and sit back on his heels again while moving your legs together and pressing your knees to your chest. “We’re not done yet.”
You hear fabric rustling. You feel something large and warm brushing against your labia. You bite your lip at the sensation. He presses the thick, velvety head of his cock against your opening. Pre-cum slicks the head of his dick and mixes with your fluids, which now leak down past your ass, moistening the bed below. You finally feel ready for him to enter you for the first time.
He hisses as he presses the tip of his member into your tight, warm entrance. Slowly he pushes the head of his cock into your cunt until just his head is inside. He feels enormous but he stops there, groaning in a somewhat embarrassingly loud manner. He looks into your eyes again, an intense and questioning stare. You offer him a gentle smile and nod, signaling him it’s okay for him to continue.
He moans as he slowly works his way into you. Pushing in a bit further each time before pulling back again. You hear the slickness of these movements and begin to relax. He rub his fingers deftly over your clit and you experience a rush of pleasure and a pleasant burning as your body stretches and open to accept him fully. Your fear of potential pain dissipates fully and soon he is entirely sheathed within your wet pussy. He stills himself allowing for you to get adjusted to the feeling of being so entirely full.
“You are so tight and wet. Good girl.” he says.
He then pulls your legs over his shoulders as he begins to slowly thrust in and out. You clench around him every time he withdraws. The bliss you experience is far beyond anything you ever imagined. He is taking is time as he moves inside you, you feel your cunt sucking him in further with each thrust. He moans your name softly, as you stretch around him allowing him deep inside as the head of his cock brushes against your cervix.
Soon, both of you are gasping and shaking. Your body is covered with perspiration and you wish you could rip your hands free from their bindings, just to touch him. You have no control over your moaning which is growing louder, but you feel no shame you can only think of how overwhelmingly good this feels. As the pace of his thrusting starts to pick up, he lets your legs fall off his shoulders and presses the length of his body down upon you. You are completely covered by his large fame. As he presses his still clothed chest against your breasts, the angle of contact between your legs is changed, rubbing your clit with increased friction.
If only your hands weren’t bound, you are dying to tear his garments away and run your hands over his chest and abdomen.
Next time you hear a voice say in your head. You feel you are building up to cum again even though that doesn’t seem possible.
“You want you to cum on my cock, don’t you?” he says, amused, taken away by lust as he watches you break around him. ”It’s okay, but I want to hear you ask. Beg me.”
“Master Ren, please … let me cum,” you mewl.
“Yesss, that’s it, my good girl - cum now, cum for me, and I will give you what you want,” he purrs.
With that, you unravel as a searing white heat rips through your core. Your loud moaning echoes throughout the room. Matt buries his face into your neck as you hear and feel his muffled groans and sobs. You are rolling as waves of pleasure crash over you.
Powerful contractions milk his cock and you feel his hips begin to stutter and he reaches his own peak, shooting his cum deep inside you.
As he collapses in a heap on top of you, your breathing become somewhat labored from the crush of his full weight on you. Finally he reaches up and releases your arms from their bindings. Sweat from his face drips onto the crown of your head and he chastely place a kiss on your forehead as you bring your arms into your chest hugging yourself. Your arms ache a bit and he rubs your shoulders before rolling off of you, to the side, bringing you with him. His slowly softening member slips from you and with it a string of warm slick fluid flows, coating your sex and your thighs. Your face is pressed into his chest as he holds you still in a powerful embrace. He kisses the top of your head and strokes your hair. For several minutes you drift in a comfortable silence. Then you feel his torso shaking slightly. Is he crying?
“Matt, are you okay?” you whisper. Reaching up you carefully caress his head.
“I’m fine, fine … better than fine, I’m great. Kylo Ren would have loved this,” he says as you hear him sniff a bit and clear his throat.
His embrace loosens and you tilt your head back looking up at his face. You don’t see tears, though his eyes appear a bit watery. He looks so beautiful at this moment you can’t believe you never noticed how awesome his face was before now.
“Thank you,” you say softly.
“No, I should be thanking you,” Matt states as he tips your face up with one hand under your jaw and graces your lips with the softest of kisses. Then somewhat abruptly, he sits up swinging his legs to the side of the bed.
“I have to go now … inspection tomorrow,” he says in a serious tone.
He rises to leave but turns to gaze upon your body laid bare on the bed, covered by a thin veil of sweat and shivering involuntarily as you realize how warm his body was keeping you. Seeing this he removes his cloak and covers you with it. It is much warmer and softer than you imagined and it smells of him, like leather, muffins, and shame.
You breath the scent in deeply but stop at the sudden realization of your previous deal. “Matt” you say. “I thought you were supposed teach me how to suck cock.”
“Well, I’ll just have to see you about that later, and don’t worry,” he says, “next time I’ll have a mask and you won’t be able to tell me apart from Kylo Ren. I can promise you that.”
After tonight, you honestly don’t care if you ever get to suck Commander Ren off like you’ve fantasized about for months, just as long as Matt remains your teacher for a long time to come. As he turns towards the door taking long strides you call out one last thing.
“Matt, wait, your glasses!” They remain intact, undamaged despite you discovering them underneath you.
“Yes, can’t forget those ... can’t see a thing without them.” He chuckles.
Impulsively, you decide to toss the glasses across the room towards him.
Oh shit! you think too late as you wait to hear them crash against the floor or the wall. Instead, incredibly you see Matt reach out and pluck the glasses from the air with ease, it’s almost like the glasses were pulled into his waiting hand.
You blink a couple of times before responding with, “Well, that was lucky.”
“Yes, exactly, lucky … that’s it exactly,” Matt asserts before quickly turning and leaving without another word.
You wrap yourself tightly in the heavy cloak, pulling it to your chin and tucking it around your feet. Finally, you are at peace. You rapidly fall into a deep and restful sleep, for the first time in months.