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Just wanted to say that I'm sorry for how much my posting has been delayed lately. Things got really good in my life, like really really fuckiny good, and not they have hit rock bottom and I have basically lost everything and everyone I loved and it was all my fault. I had basically self-sabotaged everything and ruining it, and I have no one to blame but myself. The guilt for everyone I had hurt and thus lost was so oppressive and impossible for me to deal with that I basically gave up on everything. I'm currently in the hospital after attempting to end my life, surprisingly I have survived so I'm taking that as fate that I need to keep writing I guess. Wasn't planning on stopping, even in death 😘
Basically I'm writing this to update you guys on my personal life a bit because, first, I have no one else now. I basically lost all my friends so you guys are all I have left. And secondly, just wanted to say that yes, the chapters will continue being delayed but do know that I'm constantly thinking about this fic and what I'm planning for it in the future, I'm constantly and actively working on it, a little bit at a time, so don't fret much!! Love you guys and thank you for all the support it has been such a gift! Geniunely appreciate everything good word! ❤️❤️