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Maladaptive Dreams by ladyofreylo
Fandoms: Actor RPF, American (US) Actor RPF, Multi-Fandom, Fandom - Fandom, No Fandom
03 Apr 2021
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THIS IS NOT FICTION. IT IS AN ESSAY.
I started maladaptive daydreaming at an early age to deal with the trauma of my existence. Most of my relationships have involved abuse and trauma for all of my 58 years. Therefore, without conscious thought or knowledge, I turned to daydreaming for hours on end.
This essay is a look at maladaptive daydreaming as it relates to celebrity crushes, fanfiction, RPF, and writing. It traces the history of my own daydreaming addiction.
The essay mentions other addictions (sex, alcohol, drug), trauma, abuse, and other sensitive topics.