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‘’Do you remember how I used to write letters to my mom so I could deal with the pain of losing her? It was your idea back then and worked, so I decided to write for you too, so maybe I can deal with the pain of our break up.
So, it’s been two months since that day and I feel so lost without you.
I just wanted to say how sorry I am for breaking your heart and that if I could, I would take it all back. I would do better, I would be better to you and to myself.
I hope that you’re doing better than I am and moving on with your life.
Love, Penelope.’’
It has been two months since Penelope broke up with Josie and the most painful months of her life. She was a total mess without Josie.
She started to drink almost every night, came home drunk with one night stands to try and feel the void in her chest it didn’t work but it was a distraction so she kept doing because it was better than the emptiness . Therefore, she drank, to forget Josie, to forget about her life, all the pain she caused to herself and the others.
She didn’t talk to her friends anymore because they were Josie friends too but she missed them like hell. She really made a mess and had no idea how she could fix it or if could be fixed.
Maybe one day if it was not too late.
Maybe one day it would all be all right again but right now, she could only hope.