zickcantkill
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It isn’t that he enjoys the killing - not at all, but he doesn’t have to like his job to be good at it, to not miss a target under any circumstances, even when half-blind, even when his own body is giving out under the weight of the Punisher. It doesn’t make the burden on his shoulders any lighter, either, but at least he is used to it by now, after years of not knowing anything but and having lost all hope in a way out. (He was barely out of adolescence when he realised there was no coming back, no saviour to come and sweep him out of his own personal hell; nowadays he knows that one single hope would’ve gotten him buried way faster than any battle Chapel sent him to.) The other part of his job, though - the one that is, despite everything, just as real, because the prayers have been forced into his head and his hands and body know every ritual like they know the mechanical body and the uneven surface of the Punisher; he doesn’t want anything to do with it.
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for day 2+5 of Wolfwood week: stranded + eyesSeries
- Part 2 of Wolfwood Week 2024
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comfort of the machine. by zickcantkill
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
22 Dec 2024
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The cross lies against the opposite wall of his room, catching the dying sunlight between its shiny crooks and nooks.
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Turns out that, despite anything, he can. He has to.
Has he ever had any choice?for day 1 of Wolfwood week: Murder Machine
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- Part 1 of Wolfwood Week 2024
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Dopo che Hirotsu ha dato loro le offerte, si scambiano gli anelli e Dazai non distoglie mai lo sguardo, nemmeno una volta, nemmeno quando gli viene detto di baciarsi. Chuuya si aspetta una lingua bagnata in bocca in una sorta di dimostrazione di potere, quindi si stupisce quando Dazai alza una mano per coprire entrambi e l’unica cosa che viene premuta contro le sue labbra – l’angolo della bocca, ad essere precisi – è un bacio fugace e asciutto.
E poi è fatta.
Chuuya è ufficialmente, irrevocabilmente sposato con il solo e unico boss della mafia.O, un AU dove il re delle pecore Chuuya deve sposare il boss della Port Mafia Dazai per far uscire uno dei suoi di prigione.
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"You cannot look at it without losing your sanity. You cannot look at it and believe you can regain your lost sanity."
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"It does not start in the dim-light; it starts in complete darkness. The voices gush from the dark like a fountain of turbid water, yet their sound is even less pleasant. So different from each other, they both remind of static. Of white and black waves on television screens in empty rooms at 3 am. Distortion, reality bending in impossible directions. Enough to make even the hair of the bravest ( or those who think they are ) stand on end."
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Your daily brief possession.
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Wolfwood Week 2024 by zickcantkill
Fandom Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
23 Dec 2024
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urban legends are real
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26 May 2026
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the way that you were by pythonteeth
Fandoms: Durarara!!, クラメルカガリ | Kuramerukagari (2024)
29 Sep 2025
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"I always knew you'd outlive me."
Iseya's smile is radiant even with the light leaving his eyes, and Eiwazima can't help the way his face contorts and twists in a horrible mixture of despair and anger. Lashes flutter shut, framed by the blood dripping down his face and his body sagging under the weight of itself in his partner's arms.
"Shut the hell up—open your eyes." Jaw clenching as he gives Iseya's shoulders a gentle shake. "You're not supposed to go first."
But he laughs, Iseya laughs and it's shattered glass landing on polished wood. It's explosions in the distance and a tunnel caving in on itself.
"Only one of us is immortal."
"That's not the point—"
"Besides...I'm tired." there's a final breath, the ghost of a chuckle. "It's been fun."Bookmarked by zickcantkill
18 May 2026
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“Do you know what happens to your head when you almost die?” Dropping all of his weight on his arms, Izaya leaned over the edge of the bed while he glared down at Shizuo. “Of course you don't. Shizu-chan is practically unkillable. But I can tell you.”
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14 Mar 2026
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scraps of memories.
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24 Feb 2026
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Sometimes dead is better, or whatever that author said.
He was wrong though, just for the record.Bookmarked by zickcantkill
23 Feb 2026