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    Ilya ignored the request from the NHL twice. The first time they asked through his agent, the second time the director of marketing called his personal number directly. He never got along with the league as a player, and he certainly didn't need to make them happy now.

    The next attempt to reach him was harder to ignore. A phone call from an unknown number. A voicemail that made his blood run cold.

    "Hi Ilya. This is Rose Landry. We've never met, but Shane speaks so highly of you. I think the NHL has been trying to get in touch. Shane said you probably wouldn't talk to them. But...think about it, ok? I know it would mean a lot to him."

    The final request crumbled his resolve. The caller ID blinked "Jane," and Ilya stared at it.

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    Canon divergence, Shane and Ilya are estranged for a decade. Shane finally reaches out to Ilya when he retires.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    this one is truly beautiful, I can totally picture this happening, Shane being too afraid and Ilya being too pushy… This part: “Twenty one years, and Shane didn't know if the man he loved snored in his sleep” killed something in me, it ached so deeply. They truly have spent 5eir whole lives loving each other. It makes me sick (I love them).

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    this is definitely one of my favorite works on Ilya and Shane jajajajaj I laughed, cringed and screamed sooo much reading this

    I love that Ilya is absolutely obsessed with Shane in every universe, they are so chaotic and I was literally dying whenever Shane was close to finding out the lie

    I love that this is entirely shaped as a romcom, I don’t support this irl at all jajajaj fuck men who lie and catfish, but yay Ilya, go get your man!

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “It won’t stop,” Shane said to the floor. His hands slid down and grabbed at his crotch, rubbing frantically over his boxers. “I can’t make it stop.”

    They were still in the fucking hallway, and yes, it was six in the morning, but it was not private. Anyone could walk in, from their own apartments or the elevator. And Shane wasn’t exactly being quiet, gasping and groaning as he massaged himself. Viagra didn’t do this. It didn’t make you lose all sense of space, of boundaries, of… yourself.

    This wasn’t normal. This wasn’t natural.

    ***

    The morning after Ilya watches Shane and Rose together at the club, he gets a call from Shane. Something is wrong, and Shane says Ilya is the only one who can fix it. Ilya knows it's a bad idea, but that's never stopped him before.

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    18 May 2026

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    this is precisely my cup of tea, it’s kind of like abo without it being abo… I love how Ilya is soooo far gone for Shane jiji just two dumb boys in love fcking hard and hottttt

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    Shane finds out he likes it when Ilya bites him. It’s possible he likes it a little too much.

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    14 May 2026

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    I hate that this is exactly my cup of tea, biting gets me goingggg