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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    (Sequel to Rotten Apples) You find the courage to join Caleb in the shower, where recovering from your fevers together gives way to another deeply intimate moment between the two of you. After making him jack off for you and taking over yourself, you revel in seeing every vulnerable side of the man you’ve loved for years.

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    “I wonder…” you muse.

    Your touch is deceptively gentle as you trace a path upwards along the chain. Your fingers trail over the firm swell of his pecs and the defined ridges of his collarbone. His heart beats furiously beneath your fingertips.

    “Are you mad because someone dared to hurt your precious little baby sister?”

    It’s the closest the two of you have ever been to a proper kiss. You feel him stop breathing. Your hair falls down around you, creating a curtain that shrinks the world down until it’s just you and him. His violet eyes are twin storms that could burn the very cosmos. Your lips graze against his when you speak.

    “Or are you mad because you’re jealous that it’s his hands that bruised my skin and not yours?”
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    Caleb doesn't want you to see the kind of man he's become. You want to unveil him anyway. After an attack on MC, the game is set. It's a weekend full of manipulation, temptation, and blurred lines between duty and desire.

    Which breaks first, the unstoppable force or the immovable object?

    The masks we wear, the lies we tell, the games we play, all come crumbling down.
    In the ruins, we bear our sins together.
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    Rewritten version

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    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    “Am I so terrible?” he asks after gaining proper control of his voice.

    “Quite the opposite…” She sucks in a harsh breath. “I think you’re perfect, Caleb.”

    Though he resents it, Caleb has grown accustomed to his fans only seeing certain, palatable parts of who he is. What happens when one dares to see—and stir—them all?

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Caleb endangers a civilian zone. The next week, he is officially decommissioned. The next month, she is forced to meet him once a week as his court-ordered therapist.

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    05 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    Your heart cleaves open. Your body can't move, not while he's using his Evol, but you just know it would have been if given the chance. The only thing you can do is look, eyes wide in disbelief, as the Colonel plunges cold, nebulous eyes into yours. You know those eyes, even if you've never seen them so cunning. You know them in a million different ways: crinkling around the corners as you poke his waist, wide in worry right after you fall, fragmented behind a glass door as you scream, flashing before your eyes before you sleep while hot tears stream down your cheeks.

    Caleb's eyes.

    Caleb, who is standing right in front of you, taking you to an interrogation room.

    Alive.

    Alive.

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    01 Jul 2026