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    These stories are set in a canon-compliant universe where Dean was sexually abused by John, starting as an adolescent and continuing throughout his teenage years. When Sam finds out, he and Dean get entangled in a very messy, very emotional, very sam-and-dean love/horror story.

    There's lots of triggering material here around victim blaming, underage and nonconsensual sex, grooming, and of course incest. I do not condone any of these things, and that should be obvious. Read responsibly.

    I have more parts to this series planned and more or less drafted.

    No posting schedule as of right now though, sorry. But I hope you enjoy!

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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    It starts and it ends with Wordle.

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    Ilya is struggling, David notices, and the Hollanders will not allow him to struggle alone.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    A routine family dinner with Shane’s parents is supposed to be a safe haven, but the wires in Ilya's hyper-vigilant mind are already short-circuiting.

    When David raises his hand in a fast, playful motion toward Shane, the innocent gesture drags Ilya screaming back to a cramped, terrifying apartment in Moscow.

    His oldest survival instinct immediately overrides everything else: protect the person you love.

    Dropping to his knees to take a blow that isn't coming, Ilya lays his deepest, most heavily guarded trauma completely bare on the living room floor.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “What do you want?” Shane murmured through shaky breaths. He wanted to hear Ilya’s voice again, he wanted to hear how much he wanted him.

    He saw the wince on Ilya’s face but he moaned deep, his blue/green eyes clouded with lust.

    “M-Make you feel good, make us f-feel good,” Ilya stammered. “Taste, want more of your taste.”

    Shane hummed in satisfaction. He could feel his cock leaking in his shorts & it made him squirm some more. He chewed on his lip as an idea formed in his foggy mind.

    “Then open your mouth,” Shane whispered.

     

    Or, instead of Shane and Ilya parting ways after the gym scene in Ep 1, they give into their desires a LOT sooner.

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    12 Jun 2026