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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Seungmin."

    There are fingers gripping his shoulder, his arm; shaking. Seungmin hums and forces his eyes open, squints at the dark ceiling in confusion. It’s not day yet. There’s no sunlight streaming in through the gaps in the curtains. Why is he awake?

    The shaking doesn't cease.

    "Seungmin-ah," Felix says again and it's only then that he realises who it is that is shaking him.

    Immediately, Seungmin sits up. "Wha's wrong?" he asks, words slurred and voice deep with sleep.

    He's scowling at Felix's vague, blurry outline, but can't really see his face, just the fuzzy shape of his messy pixie cut. "Are you hurting somewhere? Is everything okay?" Before Felix can respond, he turns to the lamp on his bedside table and switches it on, illuminating Felix's round face, puffy with sleep, and pouty lips. He too, looks tired. Beyond exhausted, but soft and warm in a way that never fails to pull at Seungmin's heartstrings.

    "I want soft peaches," Felix declares.

    Seungmin takes care of his pregnant mate.

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    Chan overhears something he shouldn't.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Chan thinks he's good at hiding the fact he's in love with Felix.

    He's not.

    For years, Chan loves him in all the quiet ways he can survive: love letters that he will never send, warm baths drawn after difficult nights, fingers brushing together against piano keys, slow dances stolen between royal obligations, and marigolds blooming faithfully beneath palace windows.

    But love like this cannot survive silence forever.

    Or: Chan spends years loving Felix silently and as Chan stands in a ballroom while another person waits to marry him, he finally realises there is no version of his future that survives losing Felix.

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    25 May 2026

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    The sun hit Chan ever so slightly in that moment, illuminating his features and highlighting the tall slope of his nose. Something hot fluttered in Hyunjin’s stomach and he forced himself to turn away and look out of the window. He knew that the wolf was, like, really attractive, but that didn’t change the fact that Hyunjin didn’t sleep with his friends and that Chan was straight.

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    25 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “I can’t, Hyunjin,” Changbin says. “I can’t do casual.”

    “What?” She says and her voice is pitched higher than normal. She’s being too obvious, reel it back, shut up—but the words spill out of her anyway. “That’s not true.” She’s watched Changbin do casual, witnessed him more than once (practically every time) pick up women, sometimes men, with an easy confidence, a sideway smile tilting to his mouth that always reels them in.

    “Yeah,” Changbin agrees. His throat rolls when he swallows and Hyunjin’s mouth waters at the sheen on his neck. He doesn’t sweat as much as she does, but his hair has curled up in the humidity and it sticks to his nape, catching in the damp. “But I won’t do casual with you.”

    or: Hyunjin wants Changbin. Somehow, Jeongin gets involved.

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    20 May 2026