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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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24 Jun 2026
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they (don't) know about us by rachelrae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
“Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
“I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??Series
- Part 7 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Part 1 of every kiss, it gets a little sweeter
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09 May 2026
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Lily and Jane Fall in Love by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Dec 2025
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The five encounters with Shane that forced Ilya to lie (brag) to his teammates about his mysterious Montreal Girl, and the time they learned that the lies had never really mattered in the first place.
Or, Shane and Ilya are Not That Subtle about the identities of Jane and Lily, but it doesn't matter because their friends are idiots anyway.
(Behind the scenes of the first fic in this series, “The Montreal Girl”)
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- Part 2 of The Montreal Girl (Lily & Jane)
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26 Jan 2026
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I said nobody knows you by rachelrae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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"And so, like, Roz is never at these things?" Barrett had asked.
"Well, he's come once or twice." Bood had answered, a thoughtful face on. "We always invite him, though I know at this point he's going to be busy."
"But what's he doing?" Barrett asked, his face crunched up.
"It's an Ottawa Centaurs mystery." Harris was sitting next to Barrett and was grinning at him as he elaborated. "Just like how NHL star Ilya Rozanov gets traded, willingly and by his own choice, to Ottawa and yet, no one knows why he chose the team."
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The Ottawa Centaurs have their own theories about what their captain gets up to in his free time. Wyatt Hayes organizes a bet about it. If only getting an answer out of Rozanov would be easy.Series
- Part 3 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
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08 Jan 2026
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Not Nothing by dayybreak
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander sends a courtesy text to the wrong number.
Ilya Rozanov answers.
What starts as an accident turns into a habit — late-night messages, honesty, and a version of Shane that exists without an audience.
Ilya figures out who he’s talking to long before Shane does.
He doesn’t say anything.
Instead, he keeps replying.
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05 Jan 2026
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(my love) did i mistake you for a sign from god? by sendingpstcrds
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Bandom
23 Oct 2023
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Rosary beads lay scattered across the bedroom floor, but all Frank can think is “God, he’s a really fucking good kisser” and “I need to fuck him like, right now”. To be honest, he’s barely thinking at all. Gerard takes up most of the space in his brain, the edges all filled in with that sickly sweet fog that clouds his senses so perfectly.
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Frank hooks up with the hot guy from his church after a Pencey show.
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18 Nov 2025
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Break the Law for Me [COMPLETED] by TealrootsG
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge - My Chemical Romance (Album)
22 Feb 2020
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[cringe city omg, go read any other of my books, im begging you]
Coffee addicted Gerard Way is the new art teacher at Belleville High, and Frank is sort of the epitome of awkwardness on his last year of high school.
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17 Nov 2025
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Sometimes getting snowed in in Canada can be a good thing.
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08 Nov 2025
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08 Nov 2025
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There wasn’t a name for what they were. Never had been and probably never would be.
They just were.The story of Frank and Gerard, then and now.
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03 Nov 2025
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Gerard gets dragged to a party just to realise that his boyfriend from thirty years ago is also there.
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29 Oct 2025
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Frank is a widowed man who wants nothing more than to help those around him. When he meets Gerard, coming out of a loveless forced marriage and with no idea who he is, he knows he has to help.
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29 Oct 2025
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Every String You Tied to Me by glitterknives
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album)
26 Dec 2022
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“This artwork,” Party’s voice was wistful, and directly next to his ear. “I’ve seen it before, somewhere, I think.”
Yes, Ghoul wanted to say. Yes, you have seen it before, right there on my skin. You’ve kissed it before, traced it with your tongue, sunk your teeth into it. Whispered secrets to it in the middle of the night, to be kept safe where no one else would hear them.
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27 Oct 2025
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Frank Iero's in his senior year of high school, and he's only heard snippets about Gerard from his best friend, and Gerard's little brother, Mikey.
That's about to change. Drastically.
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- Part 1 of I'll Sleep When I'm Dead
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24 Oct 2025
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That means Gerard has twenty-three working days to find a replacement for Theo, make them acquainted with all the instrumental accompaniment piano pieces for the play, give them time to learn to play them, and then rehearse with the kids singing along.
That means that Gerard is - excuse his language - fucked.
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23 Oct 2025
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Frank's life is a steaming hot garbage filled dumpster fire hurtling downhill like a runaway train to nowhere. He can't keep a job, a boyfriend, or a band together if his life depended on it, which it kinda does. In a moment of drunken desperation he sets up an Only Fans account. In the cold light of day he has the mother of all headaches, a pissed housemate, and an offer from the mysterious Mr Walker. An offer he finds he can't refuse.
This is (very) loosely inspired by Phantom of the Opera, but y'know, minus the murders, and more handcuffs and lube...
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23 Oct 2025
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These Thoughts Of Endless Night by MyChemicalFallOutBoyRomance
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
24 Feb 2018
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Gerard thought he had the perfect life; happy, loved and whole.
Until Juliana shattered his world.
Reeling from their break up, Gerard finds himself faking his way through life, playing at being human.
That is until he meets the captivating Frank Iero.
Frank injects life back into Gerard, turns his broken world sideways and awakens him again.
But being so broken and damaged, can Gerard give Frank enough?'These Thought Of Endless Night' is the first part of 'The Demolition Lovers' series.
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- Part 1 of The Demolition Lovers
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22 Oct 2025
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Frank Iero is tired of trying to live up to everyone's expectations. At the age of 40, he's just about given up, when a dark-haired beauty injects him with new life.
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17 Oct 2025
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There’s no rush or urgency in the way that Gerard places his palm against Frank’s chest and pushes him away. There’s nothing angry, or violent about the action. It’s not a shove, and there’s no enraged screaming. It is simply what it is. A push. A light pressure to Frank’s sternum that forces him to take a single step back.
“We can’t get better together.”
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10 Oct 2025
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Gerard's your typical college drop out.
He lives in his parent's basement. His best friend is his little brother. He has a whole truck load of shit wrong with his head and a past he doesn't want to talk about.While Frank, on the other hand, isn't quite as average. He's a demon, hundreds of years old. He loves his job, really he does. He's on Hell's Guard, after all.
So, how hard would the world shake if the two meet?
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09 Oct 2025