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Crush by widowling
Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game), Preacher's Daughter - Ethel Cain (Album), Willoughby Tucker I'll Always Love You - Ethel Cain (Album)
15 Jun 2026
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Robbie John has just turned sixteen, and this year he's decided to be mean.
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Johnny has a plan, a twelve step program, on how to quit grief. First, he'll put away the bullet pendant. Second, he'll get out of Night City. But afterwards, who knows? How does one get over the loss of divine half their mortal soul?
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- Part 2 of Anglerfish
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“You know how back in the day," Johnny says, "I’d sometimes get all prissy and not want to do shit, lay in bed for days and never take you out dancing or whatever.”
Rogue sighs, “Yeah…”
“And you’d put on your strap and fuck my ass so hard that you fucked the will to live right back into me?”
“Yeah?”
“Well, I want you to do that for V.”
Concerned that V might not be adjusting to the separation of their souls, Johnny enlists the help of Rogue to make V feel better.
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Johnny is tired, sick of the tour and the gigs that all feel the same, and Valerie Vincent is just the line of synthcoke he needs to keep going.
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Valerie Vincent struggles to adapt to a reality without Johnny Silverhand.
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- Part 3 of Anglerfish
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For as long as you can remember, Caleb has always been by your side. Until he died, and then he wasn't. And for as long as you can remember, Caleb has been your big brother. But he isn't, not really. You still aren't sure what that makes him now. But maybe it's time to stop being a coward and confront whatever this twisted thing between you has become, before it eats both of you alive.
e.g. No-Return Night: The Extended Cut
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- Part 1 of All This And Heaven Too
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13 Jun 2026
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Viktor Vektor’s day began with a baffling voicemail from a North Oak number. Despite his better judgment, he followed it to discover V and Silverhand, both alive and lying in a rockstar’s living room, wearing each other’s faces.
Weirdly, that wasn’t the hardest part to process. The fact that their illustrious superstar host, Kerry Eurodyne, who sold out world tours in microseconds and owned property on all eight continents, kept flirting with him—that’s what he found a bit unbelievable.
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- Part 2 of Keeping Still to Look at Me
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13 Jun 2026
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From the shadows of his surveillance hub, Caleb watches Zayne seduce you through hidden cameras he installed into your apartment before his 'death'. Night after night, as Caleb forces himself to witness Zayne claim you again and again, his rage curdles into a dark resolve. He will make you choose him, or he will eliminate the doctor who dared touch what belongs to him.
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28 Apr 2026
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Left behind in Night City, V is slowly dying as the Relic destroys her body. Rather than lie down and die, she decides to leave her flesh behind and look for Johnny beyond the Blackwall.
When V and Johnny smashed Mikoshi, they released thousands of souls into Alt’s care. Every one of them followed her past the Blackwall, to Ghost City, where the soulkilled can live under her protection. V will soon find out that living as a disembodied engram is weirder than she imagined. She might be free from the ravages of the Relic, but trouble has a way of finding her.
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18 Apr 2026
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No Name Man, Identity Reborn by dellavihistoo
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
22 Feb 2025
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That sickness. It churned relentlessly in his gut. He flicked, flicked, flicked through the cameras, metal fingertip tapping against the monitor to capture you at every angle. He couldn't bring himself to admit how many times he had zoomed in and brought his hand to the screen in a pathetic gesture just to imagine he could feel the warmth of your cheek against his palm. His reason for life, granted to him by you, stunted and stalled by...well. By his death.
He's back, now. He'd endured countless horrors and torn open the gates of hell to claw his way back to you. At last, he could return to his purpose. To kneel at your feet and present his neck to your boot. Nod his head yes and bow to your every order. Be right where he belongs. But...
In his absence, you've started taking care of yourself. Poorly. Very poorly. And you're so fucking stubborn, refuting his help. It makes his jaw hurt with how hard he clenches his teeth.
This night, though, this blessed, perfect night, you finally let him back in. You finally let him further. It's more than anything he could have ever dreamed. He should know better by now, but you make him so hopeless he can’t help himself. He knows good things for him never last.
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04 Apr 2026