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   destroy me by starrswillfade

   Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Nov 2025

   Tags

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   • Josh Dun/Tyler Joseph
   • Tyler Joseph
   • Josh Dun
   • Mark Eshleman
   • Michael Gibson
   • Tyler Joseph's Family
   • Regional At Best Era (Twenty One Pilots)
   • Van Days
   • Religious Guilt
   • Crisis of Faith
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • religious trauma
   • Blood and Injury
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Josh Dun is a Sweetheart
   • Tyler Joseph is Autistic
   • it had to be said
   • conversion therapy
   • only referenced
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • i prommy

   Summary

   Every time Josh looked at him with something akin to reverence, it made Tyler want to throw up. Josh had so much faith in him. Yet all Tyler could think about sometimes was Josh’s laugh, his smile, his lips, his toned stomach and the curve of his waist, the way he—

   If Josh knew the way Tyler really felt, he’d be so disgusted by him.

    

   day 25: loss of faith

   Series

   • Part 17 of starrswillfade's joshlerween

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   English

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