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    There was no physical equivalent to what it felt like they did, so intimate it was. It was seeing each other naked, it was deep make-outs, it was dry-humping, and it was sex, but it was none of it. Perhaps, if someone opened their chest cavities, took their hearts and squished them together, that’s what it would feel like — feeling their valves open and close, the blood pump, the muscles contract, and one heartbeat pulse right into the other.

    Derek offered his hand. “Let me show you one more time.”

    “Show me what?”

    “What would it feel like to have an alpha.”

    Warmth burst in Stiles’ tight chest. His stomach swooped. His spark trembled in anticipation, reaching out, striving to taste that power again. Going red under the constant gaze of those hazel eyes, Stiles put his hand in Derek’s. He couldn’t help but give a small inhale at their sparks meeting once more.

    Heat. Weight and weightlessness. Tight embrace and high, impenetrable walls. Power. Safety.

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    09 May 2026

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    NICE

    nry

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    Stiles' gaze fell on the ads and random bits of paper stuck to the street pole. He ripped the offending advertisement off and was about to throw it out when his eyes caught a familiar face.

    Closely shorn head. Big, doe eyes, an impish smile, and his mother’s nose.

    Stiles stared at himself, black and white and frozen above giant letters, which spelled a bold “MISSING”.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    i’ve been blessed once more

    truly iconic

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    A self-indulgent AU wherein Stiles returns to Beacon Hills after finishing his master's degree in library science and Derek returns to Beacon Hills with baby Eli. The timeline is...vague, the plot is thin, and the name of the game is love and comfort and family and home.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    periodt.

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    It’s dark in the basement. The only light source is a tiny window high up on the wall. It’s also freezing, like no warmth has ever touched the air. The energy feels dead, haunting, tainted by violence and blood and despair, like even if a ray of sun managed to sneak in through the window, it would hardly make a difference.

    Stiles shivers where he’s curled up in the corner, the furthest place from the stairs. He wraps his red hoodie tighter around himself, but it’s not doing much good anymore, damp from old blood and tattered in too many places. His jeans feel stiff and restrictive on his body.

    Beside him, a large black wolf whimpers, the mournful sound leaving his mouth and echoing around the otherwise silent basement. Stiles looks over, his hand already buried in the wolf’s fur, also matted with blood.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    nry

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    He’s been obsessed with Derek Hale ever since he moved to Beacon Hills. He used to imagine running into him at coffee shops and becoming friends and then boyfriends. No matter that Derek Hale’s reputation as "Derek Hale: sex god" had already started garnering traction by the time Stiles got to high school with him. And plus, you know, there’s the whole straight thing. But Stiles always held out some hope, because Derek wouldn’t have been the first “straight” jock on the lacrosse team to bend him over. He wouldn’t even have been the second. He would have been the third. So, there was always that little inkling of want in the back of Stiles’ mind, but it never came to fruition. Derek Hale went on to sleep with lots and lots and lots of girls and never once did he even spare a glance at Stiles or run into him at a coffee shop.

    And Stiles was sure, when he started at Beacon Hills University last year, that the chances were even slimmer, because this was college and there were twenty times as many students here as in high school. So, he quite confidently resigned himself to the fact that a relationship with Derek Hale would forever remain his deepest, darkest fantasy.

    But then six days ago, he showed up to Am Lit.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    nry