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love is lost on you (seems so dark blue, for you) by vanillaskin
Fandoms: America First (Web Series) RPF
12 Oct 2025
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Is this the mystery? Is this what Nick has been hiding, his melancholy? Does he know Nick, for real, now, like he’s said before? Is this it? Is this real? Is this what seals their fate, keep them together forever, or will they one day leave one another, and haunt each other’s lives forever?
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- Part 1 of talking in my sleep again
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if i can’t have you baby (no one else in this world can) by vanillaskin
Fandoms: The White Lotus (TV)
25 Jun 2025
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“Shut the fuck up. You lost. I won.”
Saxon moans at Lochlan’s words, wanting nothing more than to buck his hips up into Lochlan to make him lose balance, but he knows that great rewards will seek him if he stays obedient to little brother’s word.
“You wanna see God, Saxon? You wanna be enlightened like me?”
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- Part 6 of day to night to morning
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all your ultraviolence (brave lochlan ratliff) by vanillaskin
Fandoms: The White Lotus (TV)
21 Jun 2025
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noun. ul·tra·vi·o·lence ˌəl-trə-ˈvī-lən(t)s. -ˈvī-ə- : extreme or excessive violence. Originating from a Clockwork Orange, as is so often the case in films of this kind, the ultraviolence is denounced as obscene and demeaning, but the film makers—and the audiences—clearly enjoy each sick and sickening sensation.
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- Part 5 of day to night to morning
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screw your anonymity, loving me is all you need (to feel like i do) by vanillaskin
Fandoms: The White Lotus (TV)
17 Jun 2025
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In a world of Gods and monsters, Saxon’s evil will pale in comparison.
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- Part 4 of day to night to morning
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i have loved you for the last time (is it a video? is it a video?) by vanillaskin
Fandoms: The White Lotus (TV)
16 Jun 2025
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Lochlan, ever since Thailand, had been convinced that he is meant to die young.
Within the concept that there is a God, Lochlan knows that he was sent to Earth with a purpose, a reason, being apart of some larger plan that is to bring Saxon into an emotional fruition. From a young age, Lochlan was able to identify three truths: Saxon belongs to their mother, Piper belongs to their father, and Lochlan belongs to Saxon. It was as clear as a looking glass to see.
Lochlan believes that if he dies, it would be the only way for Saxon to escape his darkness, and to become the man he was always meant to be. Lochlan has seen himself as this transcendent vessel for Saxon to hold onto, bringing him on this twistedly beautiful ride that is their love, before dropping him off at the tipping point, and saying goodbye forever— two wise monkeys, separated by the bounds of life and death.
Maybe, in that way, Saxon could be free.
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- Part 3 of day to night to morning
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Temptation's Call by Apollo_Writes for atticuseros, CarbohydrateCaretaker
Fandoms: Dexter (TV)
19 Dec 2025
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Harry shouldn't be doing this. His wife died of cancer only months ago, and now he's out at bars in search of hook-ups-looking for men, no less? It feels like a betrayal, like some sort of treachery more severe than his... indiscretions... with CIs in the past. And it's furthermore compounded by the young man who's caught his attention. He's just a boy, barely any older than Dexter is. But there's something about his eyes that draws him in despite his better judgment.
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Brian is recently out of his institutionalization-free after a decade and a half of every kind of cruelty conceivable. He's getting a drink or three to celebrate when he notices the man responsible for the torture he endured. With that in mind, he comes up with a foolproof way to get revenge on the bastard.Series
- Part 1 of Harry Fixes His Mess
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04 Jul 2026
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After they kill someone together, Brian and Dexter can't hold back. There's nothing like making dirty, passionate love while next to a body
or dirty sex ft touch starved needy bottom brian
Bookmarked by vanillaskin
13 Jun 2026
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bottom brian moser and its so in character?!?!?!? sign me up
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"I was looking around the cavern," he says. "You see there, the vines?"
He raises his arm, pointing to the vines growing on the far end of the ceiling. A cluster of flowers, white like swan's feathers, grows at the heart of the mass. It sets his teeth on edge, how unnatural it is seeing something so innocent-looking against the alien matter of the Abyss.
"I was watching them. They've been putting out spores, and we're breathing it in. You feel it too, don't you? It's… it's turning us on." Will whispers.
His eyes steal shamefully between Mike's legs just for a moment. The breath leaves his lungs.
"I think he's trying to reproduce. No. I know it." His fist trembles on the center of his chest. "I feel it."
It hits him in an instant. God, the agonizing want that's been consuming his body. He wants to be fucked. Not just fucked- bred, consummated, integrated into something bigger than himself. Will is right.
"Oh god," Mike says.
Vecna finds Will and Mike with the intention of breeding them. Will and Mike discover something about themselves.
Bookmarked by vanillaskin
12 May 2026
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mike doesn't show up to graduation.
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11 May 2026
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mike gets into a mysterious substance and ends up needing some help
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