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    He was still restless, fidgeting, eyes on high alert. He felt like a caged beast, limbs aching to run and defend his territory. But alas, he was but a simple human detective with a simple godlike tiger inside him. And today was his day off. He grinned as he bounced out of bed and headed to the shower.

    At least it was Saturday.

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    Atsushi, bored and restless now that the world is more or less saved, ropes Akutagawa into exploring various hobbies together in an effort to deal with that distress. However over time, for some mysterious reason, these "hobbies" start looking a lot more like dates...
    (Inspired by the song "Saturday" by Twin Shadow ft. HAIM)

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    THIS IS FOR THE SSKK BIG BANG 2026!! THERE'S ART INSIDE HERE!! BEAUTIFUL ART!! THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ART OF ALL THE ART I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU READ THE WORDS YOU NEED TO SEE THIS ART!

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Dazai,” she whispered, voice slightly hoarse, “Come on, you’re beautiful.”

    Dazai merely shook her head with a smile. “You don’t get it, slug.”

    It wasn’t an accusation. Just a statement. Chuuya couldn’t possibly understand, and she didn’t blame her for that. It was nice of her to attempt to reassure her, but ultimately futile. She’d all but made up her mind to pick herself up and pretend this conversation never happened when she felt another—more desperate—tug at her sleeve.

    “I don’t,” Chuuya admitted with a sigh. “Tell me more? I won’t interrupt. I promise?”

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “I can’t just… easily talk to people that I’ve just met.” Megumi says quietly, glancing up at Yuuji for a second, who looks up at him curiously.

    “Well,” Yuuji pauses, smiling as he brings his drink back up his lips, “Maybe you should take Gojo’s advice and practice.”

     

    Or, an itafushi pride and prejudice.

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    10 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 98

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    Yuuji and Megumi team up for a holiday baking contest after months of painful distance. What starts as Fake dating to keep Tsumiki from pestering Megumi into talking to Yuuji while Yuuji gets a partner to enter the baking contest turns into real tension with old emotions resurfacing, and the kitchen becomes the place where they finally face what broke them—and what might still bring them back together.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “Who knew children were so strong these days?” Dazai grumbled, but that sucked Chuuya back into reality.

    Okay. Yeah, hell no. No one made fun of his height.

    “Who the hell are you calling a child, asshole?” Chuuya bit back, furrowing his eyebrows and crossing his arms. “I’m twenty-two, for your information.”

    “Ah, I didn’t think a grown man could be so short! The more you know!” he smiled brightly, but Chuuya felt the tease in it. Who did this guy think he was?

    “Fuck off,” Chuuya glared at him for a second but then decided to walk away before he picked a fight with someone at a callback. That wouldn’t look very good to the director.

    But if there is a god out there, it must hate Chuuya because the freakishly tall actor decided to follow behind Chuuya, chatting as if he wasn’t just cussed at, “You know, I’m sure it’s not too late for a growth spurt! If you drink more milk, you never know what could-”

    The ‘I’m not gonna punch someone’ plan failed.

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    Nakahara Chuuya auditions for a movie. Dazai Osamu is a world famous actor.

    What could possibly go wrong?

    (updates every monday - check tags for TWs)

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    21 Jan 2026