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you are certainly my poison of choice by utayoru
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
28 Feb 2026
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Tsukasa’s parry comes slow, and Rui tilts his head as he lands a pace backwards, gaze attentive. “Is something the matter?”
He’s forgone his usual sorcerer’s cloak and unbuttoned his collar for the exercise, and Tsukasa watches his Adam’s apple as he speaks. He doesn’t think he’s ever been so distracted by another man’s neck in his life.
You are the matter.
In which Rui convinces Tsukasa to spar with him, and it goes even worse than expected.
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chic-a-cherry cola by utayoru
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
07 Sep 2023
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“…Tsukasa-kun?” Rui prompts, arranging his face into an awkward smile. “Is there something on my face?”
Tsukasa continues staring for a beat longer, and Rui almost thinks he hasn’t heard him until he opens his mouth and says, “You’re beautiful.”
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and I’ll be holding onto you by utayoru
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
02 Jun 2023
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They’ve done this before, but something feels different this time, kissing deep into the night after the words they’ve just spoken and the feelings that came with them. There’s so much Tsukasa wants to say, so many words of adoration ready to pour out of his mouth, but he knows neither he nor Rui know how to navigate feelings like that just yet.
So they simply lie there in each other’s arms, lips pressed together, and Tsukasa only hopes that everything he feels gets across somehow.
In which Rui spends a routine night at Tsukasa’s, and they both fall a little too deep into their feelings.
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the setting sun on your neck by utayoru for badgaymergal
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
04 May 2023
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“Oh, that reminds me!” Tsukasa suddenly straightens up, looking over to Rui and flashing him a grin. “There was something we always used to do after we came here. Come with me.”
Rui barely has a second to think—(there really is something about how Tsukasa looks in the light of a sunset)—before Tsukasa grabs his hand and pulls him up, starting back towards the arcade.
In which Tsukasa takes Rui to a place filled with memories, and they both leave with some new ones.
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between parallel lines by utayoru
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
05 Mar 2023
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There’s a blanket strewn over the far side of the couch which Rui stands up to grab, draping it as lightly as he can around Tsukasa without touching him. And then he stays there for a minute, looking at him. Tsukasa’s bangs have fallen into his eyes since he’s been asleep, strands catching in his eyelashes, and suddenly Rui wants so badly to reach out and brush them back away.
But he catches himself, remembers the situation and what he can’t, mustn’t do to a friend who already trusts him enough to fall asleep in his company.
So instead of leaning over, he stays sat where he is. Tsukasa’s already given him the world, and he couldn’t possibly be so selfish as to ask for even more.
He exists in the shadows to push Tsukasa into the light. That’s his role and he will stick to it, his own feelings placed aside on the backburner.
Tsukasa lets out a snore from beside him, blissfully unaware.
All’s fair in love and war, but falling in love isn’t always fair.
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A Loving Home by hypercatt
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
20 Jan 2026
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Hours after the last dinner order of the night, Tsukasa finds a cat.
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19 May 2026
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Panacea by snowfallpact
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
01 Apr 2026
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Rui is forced to stay home from rehearsal due to a cold. He discovers what a blessing it is to have Tenma Tsukasa as both a roommate and a boyfriend.
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Tamsy was weird, Enjin thought. He was a mystery, with kind eyes and a soft demeanor, but there was something else. Something sinister, but no matter what he did or looked into, no signs of anything out of the ordinary arose.
And now, he was right here, pulling Enjin into him like he was his own universe, with his very own gravitational pull. Tamsy had that effect on people; he makes them want to get closer, to play with him, and toe the line of real and fake. He was a bad omen, or perhaps he wasn’t; his walls were too high to tell.
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18 Feb 2026
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[podfic] hanging on your words by vampyreerotica by genesius
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
25 Jul 2024
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To: [email protected]
From: [email protected]
Sent: 10/20/92 at 15:22
Subject: Karsite Tapestry 11/14Good afternoon,
I hope this email finds you well, Prof. Ancunín.
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In which Astarion is an ex-olympic figure skater and Gale is a famous musician. They get paired together as Dancing on Ice's first ever same sex couple. Shenanigans ensue.
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“How did you even get in? I very definitely remember locking up.”
“Ah,” Gale looks ever-so-slightly abashed. Only slightly, though. Mostly he looks a little proud of himself. “You know how the receptionist is always asleep?”
Astarion's eyebrows shoot up.
“Gale Dekarios, you shady thing.”
“I only borrowed it! He's never been awake enough to ask about spares, so. It was easier to just sort it out myself.”
“It would have been easier to ask me,” Astarion points out.
“Mmmm,” Gale hums, doubtfully. “I don't know if I'd ever consider you the ‘easier’ option, Astarion, I feel that would be doing your commitment to cantankerousness a great disservice.”
I'd be extremely easy if you weren't so fucking annoying, Astarion thinks.
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