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Martin is drunk and high and out of his mind when he decides to kill himself. A fitful, depressive night ends with five bottles of assorted pills in his stomach and a gun lodged under his chin.
He wants to be so irrevocably dead that not even Miranda can see his guilty face when he ends up in whatever hell-hole he’s headed towards. He wants to be so dead that he never sees anything again.
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we saw the brilliance when the world was asleep by undelighted
Fandoms: Jury Duty (TV 2023)
30 May 2024
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"Sometimes things just don't feel real."
For Ron Gladden, the paranoia is warranted. Luckily James is only a phone call away.
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Steven is incredibly disturbed by the fact that his whole life is a lie, so he tries to end it.
tw: suicide attempt
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"Oh dear, what the bloody hell happened this time?"
Or: The five times Steven protected Marc, and the one time he couldn't
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Fisk gets put away again, and it feels like that should be the end of it, but it’s not. Of course it’s not. The FBI needs a win. Who better to take that out on than the lawyers who exposed their corruption.
I am not Daredevil, Matt says so many times in so many spaces that he almost believes it.
His ability to maintain a concept of self was difficult enough before this: this new judgment day, this thing that has fractured him beyond what he thought was possible. He feels like he’s been dropped into the ocean, all his limbs weighted with stones, unable to find which way is up and which way is down, which way is surface and which way is gone.
Later, he'll try to think about it objectively, distance himself from this new kind of violence that inhabits his body. He'll grapple with the defined edges of his constantly shifting memory, carefully delineate the before from the after, turn his conclusion over and over in his mind. As it turns out, he observes, living feels a lot like drowning.
[An exploration of trauma and memory, of what it might look like if Matt's identity as Daredevil was exposed. Prison fic. Post-S3.]
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- Part 1 of light as memory, light as myth
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14 Apr 2026
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Twilight learns "it's for the mission" is not a get-out-of-jail-free card for feelings by firesonic152
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
26 Jul 2022
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Twilight decides to take a shortcut on a case via a honeypot trap. It goes exactly as planned, but maybe the plan wasn't very good to begin with.
If only he had the love and support of a family to help him heal...
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Chase has borderline personality disorder. House won’t bother him about it, unless.
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06 Apr 2026
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When House hires a second fellow, Chase takes drastic action. First of the BPD Chase series.
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Whitaker receives Dr. Robby's housekeys with a pit of worry in his chest. Dr. Robby might be an attending, but he can't just let it go. He explains his anxieties to Dr. Abbot, who realizes exactly what's going on. Together, the two tear off to find Dr. Robby - before it's too late. While they might have cracked the secret of Dr. Robby's mental state, that doesn't mean Dr. Robby is ready or willing to accept help.
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