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y esta amarga tristeza que llevo en mi alma (Route 27) by pax (ultramar)
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV)
30 Jul 2025
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After they fall from the cliff, Hannibal and Will are on the run. As they navigate from Ecuador to Peru while healing from their injuries, Hannibal makes the rash decision to find a dealer so he can get his hands on to something that keeps him awake.
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Dazai could predict almost anything even if it wasn’t his ability to do so; he could predict almost anything and that was a fact. (nevertheless he hadn’t been able to kill himself -yet. That had been the only factor so far that he couldn’t seem to get right.)
Being Mori's disciple leaves a lot to be desired, and when Dazai is deprived of everything meaningful in his life, he recoils into himself and does what he knows best: he searches for ways to alleviate the pain. The strain of being such a young promise to the Port Mafia is not easy on the body, not even to the infamous Demon Prodigy.
There are few things that matter enough in Dazai's life that are worth fighting for against the abject terrors of his nightmares, although at the end of it, it's in everyone's best interest to be kept away from such a wasteful and putrid life. Or that's what he is convinced about.
This is a story about coping and emotional neglect, a realistic portrait (or at least I hope so) of the difficulties that come with being a teenager in the mafia and dealing with everything that comes with it.
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if you'd been a dog (they would've drowned you at birth) by pax (ultramar)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 May 2017
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He forced his fingers so far down his throat as if he himself, with his own hands were to pull out the dormant creature that was trapped within himself, latched through his coat and linked with his absent soul. Never because he was resentful of Rashōmon, never. But because he felt bad he had to live like a leach encaged on such a despicable body.
I want you to know, he's not coming back. Look into my eyes: I'm not coming back.
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when hannibal, a senior in college and nearly ready for med school, finally has to take the art history credit he's been dreading — with the misanthropic professor graham — he makes it his mission to ensure he gets the elusive A that has never been given before. no matter what it takes.
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people always gave me love (others were never to blame) by allayrose
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jul 2026
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After the smoke has cleared following the battle for the book, the Armed Detective Agency decides to take a relaxing vacation at a hot spring resort tucked deep in the mountains.
Too bad it’s not really all that relaxing, with the Port Mafia there to join them.
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Can be read stand alone, but would be missing context.
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- Part 2 of I’m Your Man
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
19 Jul 2026
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The image that barges its way through Hannibal’s mind is not one of the present, but rather a reflection behind a long bolted shut door. Will, pale, mute, and wounded, looks an awful lot like Hannibal did at age thirteen.
Or: Post-fall, the severity of Will’s injuries renders him temporarily mute. Hannibal is forced to confront his past.
(Based heavily on Hannibal Rising, but no pre-context is required for this fic!)
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
17 Jul 2026
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Hannibal was probably the last person in the world who would ever feel the need to hire matchmaker. Or so he thought. Then he met Will Graham.
Matchmaker AU with Matchmaker!Will
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
04 Jun 2026
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three times will masturbates to a picture of hannibal, and the one time he gets caught.
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
06 May 2026