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the intricate brocade of this happiness by waxing__crescent
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jul 2026
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But Ilya shakes his head, absolutely mute. There’s no universe, no universe where he can talk about this. He moved to America to forget.
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Ilya tests the limits of domestic bliss.
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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bright as ever by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Ilya sees ghosts, Shane's fine with it. It doesn't come up that often.
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- Part 11 of perfect from now on
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31 May 2026
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All timer - masterclass in form and style and so tender (like gentle, but also like a bruise), but so witty too
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Ocean Sounds by sputnikcity
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Mar 2026
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Afterwards, Hollander lays his head on Ilya’s chest like he has every intention of staying there. Hope has Ilya’s heart beating in his throat. Hollander must hear the elevated pulse.
“I told Hayden I might not be back until morning.” The way Hollander says it makes it sound like a challenge.
Ilya doesn’t want to talk about Hayden Pike in his bed. He is also going slack with relief.
Hollander is not trying to leave. Ilya can keep him for a little longer.
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OR: How to make tuna melts without meltdowns.