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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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14 Jul 2026
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Dean's been waiting for Cas to get home from work. He's spent all day thinking about him, and he knows just how to help Cas unwind after a crappy day.
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12 Jul 2026
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Castiel teams up with Crowley behind the Winchesters’ backs with the intention of taking in Purgatory souls in a display of dominance over his brother Raphael, who is determined to put the Apocalypse back on the tracks. None of them are prepared for the way the souls consume Castiel, and Dean decides the only way to potentially protect innocent people is to accompany him to Heaven under the pretense of a loyal follower. Dean’s willingness to obey surprises even himself and while he struggles to make Castiel feel human again, he’s forced to confront some very real feelings about his best friend.
Edit: Please notice all tags, the character death in here is VERY temporarySeries
- Part 1 of Profess Unto Me
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01 Jul 2026
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“It’s better for Dad to think that I smoke than–” Dean cuts himself off. “It’s better.”
“Better than what, Dean?” Sam’s voice gets higher, louder. It’s damn lucky that John’s passed out in his room, dead to the world. “What are you doing with Castiel that’s worse than smoking?”
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23 Jun 2026
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Castiel confessed before he died.
...But did Dean understand him?
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21 Jun 2026