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The one where Peter gets caught, Sirius never goes to Azkaban, Harry is still sent to Surrey, and Remus has moved back in with his parents because the war taught him and Sirius how to love each other badly.
Or: the one where Lily’s will makes them talk again.
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- Part 5 of Wolfstar One Shots
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Bookmarked by tuthemoon
07 Jul 2026
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Sirius doesn’t know how else to say this other than with honesty.
He doesn’t know how to tell Remus that sometimes, when he looks at him in the right lighting, he still sees that little boy he met on the playground in third grade. Those same freckles—he’s got more of them now in the same places. He still has that same shy smile, always keeping his teeth covered except for the rare occasion you catch him off guard and make him laugh, really laugh. He is taller now, but he was already tall then—Sirius has spent more than two decades looking up to Remus in every possible way.
Sirius has maybe loved him since that first day of school and he doesn’t know how to say that except for always.
alt-summary: Sirius Black has been in love with Remus Lupin for as long as he can remember. It takes him a long time to finally get out the words.
alt, alt-summary: author listened to Big Deal by Lucy Dacus 1,000 times then wrote a fic about it (kind of).
Bookmarked by tuthemoon
03 Jul 2026
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For all that the teasing in the Great Hall hurt him, two words float back to Remus’ memory making him ache. ‘My Moony.’
Remus stares pointedly back into his book. He knows he won’t be able to look at Sirius and not cave.
“Remus, darling,” Sirius starts with a teasing melodrama, effectively punching Remus in the stomach. “You have got to start talking to me again.” Don’t look at him. “Because someone used a sticking charm on the Potters and they physically cannot be parted. Peter is snogging now, and all the girls hate me.”
‘You’re better company than being completely alone, I guess,’ is what Remus hears. It’s better this way.
“And I miss you,” Sirius adds quietly.
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In which Remus loves Sirius so much it hurts, and Sirius can’t figure out why Remus doesn’t want to be his friend anymore.
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Bookmarked by tuthemoon
02 Jul 2026
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Sirius always pushes a bit too far. There are always consequences, and he doesn’t care. He doesn’t care if he gets hurt.
After his expulsion from Beauxbatons, Sirius has never been in a more precarious position with his family. His priority at Hogwarts should be keeping his head down, surviving, keeping the peace.
But trying to survive turns into wanting to live, and he thinks he might be falling in love.
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Remus has secrets, and Sirius doesn’t need to know what they are. He doesn’t care if he gets hurt.
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Bookmarked by tuthemoon
01 Jul 2026
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A collection of paper tumbled out of the record sleeve and onto the coffee table. Parchment of varying quality, scraps torn from lined notebooks; some folded into pocket-sized squares, others rolled into tight scrolls. Remus’s hands shook as he sifted through them.
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In 1987, Remus finds the letters Sirius never sent to him, and loses what little hope he had of moving on.
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Bookmarked by tuthemoon
30 Jun 2026