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    “I fell through the ice, one time,” Ilya murmured, “Skating on a lake. Playing hockey.”

    ”Oh, shit. Really?”

    ”Mhm.” Ilya nodded. He had never spoken about this to anyone. Ever. “It was maybe a few months after my mother died. Skating outside was very normal in the winter.”

    ”Pond hockey,” Shane said, and Ilya could feel him smiling softly against his chest. He imagined a teeny tiny Shane in his teeny tiny hockey gear, skating out onto a big Canadian lake. No wonder he grew up to be such a hockey machine. 

    “Yes. Exactly. Coach thought the ice was thick enough, but…” 

    But it wasn’t goes unsaid. He’d never spoken about this to anyone because frankly, he was embarrassed. Not for falling in, but for still being so fucking affected by it. Of course, it was terrifying at the time. What kind of twelve year old is equipped for that? 

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    It’s not a cure for the weight on his chest right now, but this is exactly what Ilya needs.

    He silently strips down to his boxers and crawls in behind Shane. Anya picks her head up at the movement, and Ilya reaches over Shane to rub her back for a second before he wraps his arm around Shane’s waist.

    “Mm,” Shane hums, inhaling sharply as he wakes up. “You’re back.”

    - or, a sweet, sleepy moment between husbands

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Set in Russia during episode 5, a grieving Ilya calls Shane to talk and asks him to distract him from his thoughts.

    Aka a sweet little Hollanov phone call

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    Ilya is going through a depressive episode alone on New Year's Eve. Shane, who knows him better than he thinks, realizes something is up.

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    27 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    Shane Hollander comes home from his last Montreal playoff game emotionally shaken and panicking. Ilya, despite continuing in the playoffs post-Montreal defeat, meets Shane at home after the game. Because he knows Shane needs him in more ways than one.

    *post heated rivalry, mid/end of long game*

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    25 Jun 2026