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The Waves in a Scarred Heart by totallynotcrying
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
30 Oct 2020
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Walks on the coast were different now. They weren't calming or comforting, they were haunting and nightmarish. With every step further into the ocean, he could feel it all again: the bubbling around his ears, the fire in his lungs, the sensation of sinking further and further away from life.
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wherever you're going (i'm going that way) by Kenna21
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller
29 Oct 2022
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“Here,” Achilles says, handing Patroclus’ book back to him. He’s sitting in the seat right behind him today. “Patroclus, right?”
“Yeah,” he says, taking his book back. “It’s Pa-tro-clus, yeah.”
Pa-tro-clus, emphasis on the middle syllable instead of the first. Achilles had said Pat-ro-clus on purpose.
“Right,” he says. “We have a few classes together, I think. Mrs Demeter’s fifth period biology?”
Patroclus is staring at him like a deer caught in the headlights. “Yeah, I think so. Maybe. Can’t remember.”
Achilles gives him a frown, but it’s not really genuine.
“I can’t remember if we share the same class,” Patroclus corrects. “That’s what I meant. I know what classes I have.”
(Achilles is memorable. He’s the kind of guy that lets everyone know when he walks into a room.
So what the fuck does this kid mean he doesn’t remember? Achilles remembers him, so why doesn’t Patroclus remember him in turn?)
or: a coming-of-age 80s au
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- Part 1 of chasin' our ends
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26 Oct 2022
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"With you. She wants to have a child with you."
au where patroclus and briseis have a child. achilles copes.
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27 Jan 2022
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Achilles is a vampire with enemies who adored Patroclus, Patroclus is a vampire hunter who is devastatingly in love with Achilles and is willing to kill his enemies. Though he does expect just a little bit of payment for his killing.
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23 Jan 2022
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Guilty Pleasure by littlelamblittlelamb
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer, Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
15 Feb 2026
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Achilles Pelides, hailing from one of the great drug trafficking families, is a god at Trojan Remand Centre ('TRC'). With enough money to bribe the guards and charm to spare, Achilles could get away with murder.
When Patroclus, a peculiar murderer, transfers to TRC, it is an easy enough thing for Achilles to claim him. But uncovering the secrets of his past, is it possible Achilles's guilty pleasure isn't guilty at all?
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A prison au. Dub-con and non-con in a big way. See A/N for more.
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23 Jan 2022
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Patroclus & Achilles by Comatosejoy
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer
08 Aug 2020
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Patroclus and Achilles are two boys from Napa Valley who are going up to a fishing cabin for the weekend. On the way, they stop at a dive bar, where a man gets violent with Patroclus. After shooting him, the two boys believe they must flee the country in order to save themselves.
Thelma & Louise AU set in the early 1990s.
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22 Jan 2022