10 Works by totalcontrol
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black milk by totalcontrol
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice
16 Jun 2026
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But I love you!
And I you.
It was an old conversation. The script hadn’t faded an inch since Cairo. How to love a monster? How to love as monsters? Where is the God that will forgive us?
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“Victoria…” Cassie says, and it sounds like the softest, tenderest scolding of Victoria’s life.
“I just… I wish she loved me,” she lets out quietly.
______Or, Victoria’s mother finds her journal.
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collection of the diplomat drabbles.
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Victoria Javadi, the birthday girl, grinding down on her friends, living her life to the fullest. It’s great
______Javadi thinks Cassie is ignoring her and lets loose for her birthday. McKay makes a choice to put herself first.
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Carol knows that Zosia’s smiling that eerie smile they can’t get rid of; the reflex-pleasure at taking care of her and working to construct her happiness. Carol hates it less now, can tolerate quite a bit of it, even ask for help on special occasions. It’s a compromise, both their natures must bend for it to work.
___It’s the week of the anniversary of Helen’s death. Carol and Zosia have been companions for over a decade. Carol hasn’t been successful in reversing the merge, and neither has the hivemind in assimilating Carol.
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“Uninterrupted life plays through Zosia’s head. Carol’s life: her first steps as seen through her mother’s eyes, her first kiss. First heartbreak, orgasm, overdose, surgery. Zosia knows Carol’s insides, could perform heart surgery on her if need be.”
after the heart attack, zosia is in a coma. carol tries to run.
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"At the sound of Helena’s remark, her attempt at assertion, Gemma worked hard again to contain a smirk. Slowly, she’s slipping, Gemma thought."
_______one of gemma's attempts at running away from lumon.
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Again, Helena pleads, eyes closed, breathing heavily into Helly’s mouth, lips brushing as if she could absorb the sound for herself.
_________set during the last couple of days before cold harbour. helena eagan yearns for a fragment of herself that isn't tainted, a part of her that isn't about to vanish.
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docile by totalcontrol
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice
14 Jul 2024
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Yes. I can sit still. For hours, days, I can sit still.
_________Lestat dresses Armand for the theatre in 2x03.
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set about a month post 2x02, shauna grows hungry for the ghost of jackie, who hasn't shown face since the bacchanal. everyone else grows hungry too, and shauna struggles to be of use.
it’s about the horrors .. but also the love!