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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    "Would you come if it were a request and not an order anyway?"

    If he’d asked, truly asked, I want to see you topped with please, Jean would have cursed him out and jumped on the first plane to South Carolina. And perhaps I guess you could come here is not a stern come to Palmetto that it could have been, but it is not good enough, it is not what Jean wants from him. In the end that’s what’s changed the most: Jean can want things now, not as much as his heart would like to, but just enough to expect something honest from Kevin.

    Jean brushes his fingers over the ridiculous print of a beret on his brand new sheets and asks, "Is there even a difference in your vocabulary between those two?"

    "Is there for you?" Kevin retorts.

    or, Jean Moreau agrees to visit Palmetto during winter break. It goes about as well as you might expect.

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    Kevin leans in, so close Jean can see the kaleidoscope of green in his eyes. Lighter, darker, with small brown spots Jean noticed in the sunlight once and has been trying not to obsess over ever since. He stops just a breath away when his nose brushes against Jean’s, very softly, very devastatingly. 

    He makes a soft hm sound like he’s solving a puzzle of how to proceed. 

    "Tilt your head," Jean hints, tapping his index finger to Kevin’s jaw. He could do it himself—he has thought of the mechanics often enough to almost know what to do—but he can’t let go of the idea of having Kevin be the one to make the first move. If this insanity is to happen, if Kevin wants to break yet another rule just because he can, Jean wants to forever hold the knowledge that it was Kevin who kissed him first. 

    Kevin obeys, and it brings them even closer, just a little tilt of the chin away.  

    or, Kevin has a very, very bad idea.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Kevin asks Jean for his forgiveness.

    Jean felt his skin flush. He didn’t know if it was from anger or embarrassment or some sort of sick enjoyment.

    “You don’t need that from me,” Jean said, his voice gruff.

    “You’re the only person I could need it from.”

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    "But you’d want me to?” Kevin challenges. Licks his lips. Catches Andrew following the movement of his tongue. Gotcha.

    “I don’t want anything from you,” Andrew tells him, and Kevin lets him have that lie. He waits him out, patiently, just like Andrew waits out his panic and nightmares and pain. Kevin knows he just has to be good, and Andrew will be merciful in return. "I will drive now. To the gas station and back. And if you decide to put that working hand of yours down your pants, I will not stop you.”

    "God, Andrew—”

    "Do not try to touch me. Do not ask me to touch you. Get the car dirty, and I’m leaving you on the curb. These are the rules. Are we clear?”

    or, Andrew knows a simple remedy for a very complicated day

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    When he feels Kevin’s body against his own now, all the heavy equipment and layers of clothes aren’t enough to stop an illicit spark from flickering in Jean’s belly. It seems to always be there these days: whenever Kevin slams him into a wall, whenever Kevin's knee knocks against his under the table, whenever he touches Jean so carefully when no one else can see. It’s dangerous, yet Jean’s body, the victim of a thousand hurts for the very sin of looking, does not know any better—it doesn’t know how to not let Kevin’s warmth seep underneath his armor and deeper, down to his very bones.

    or, There are certain things Jean can't ask Kevin for.

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    09 Jun 2026