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    unconnected drabbles/one shots inspired by songs/lyrics from ethel cains album willoughby tucker, i’ll always love you

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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Casey isn’t wearing pants. He’s wearing a baggy shirt—Lars’s shirt—and his underwear are short enough that it’s almost like he isn’t wearing anything underneath it at all.

    Lars can feel his cheeks heat, and he squeezes his eyes shut for a moment. He looks at the ceiling, and then back at Casey. He tries not to linger too much on Casey’s legs, which are usually bundled up in jeans or sweatpants, even when Casey is asleep. (They’re muscular. And defined. But they’re slimmer than Lars’s, and he could probably even wrap his hands around them and almost reach across. That thought puts a weird feeling in his stomach.)

    “Aren’t you cold?” Lars asks. He thinks his voice is sort of high. He stands up, goes to the thermostat, turns it up a few degrees. Casey is always cold.

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    Casey and Lars navigate intimacy in their own time.

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    14 Jun 2026

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         “Oh, just– that I had them, I guess.” Ryland says. He doesn't even really know where he's going with this. “None of my relationships were ever spectacular or anything. Probably because of me. My ex once said that I loved because I had to. I think I’m just thinking about how I'm gonna die without ever getting married or falling in love. Oh God– I don't think I've ever fallen in love.”

     

         “This upsets you.” Rocky observes. 

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    31 May 2026

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    He tries to tear in to the flesh, find the blood beneath the epidermis. His nails aren't long enough.

     

    His eyes dart around the room, hunting for something sharp. He can't stop picking at his skin.

     

    Something taps against the floor and it stirs Henry from his interlude. He looks up.

     

    There's a man in the doorway. He looks at him; his doe eyes wide.

    Henry picked up some bad habits after almost dying. Lars comes to help.

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    28 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    Rocky notices his human has been acting strangely in the confines of the Hail Mary and vows to extract whatever is wrong through any means necessary. Unfortunately for him, Ryland Grace is a tough emotional nut to crack when he wants to be. Rocky resolves to document his progress and to figure out what’s the matter on his own, through what he calls ‘The Grace Files.’

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    22 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    the untold story of rocky & grace's trip back to erid. it does not go well.

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    17 May 2026