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In the midst of his fertility breakdown, Ruben manages to get his hands in Niall's pants. He doesn't find the trophy he's expecting.
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07 Jun 2026
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He’s drowning himself in all of this at once, torn between his feelings, between fear and longing, between desire and dread. Caught between Ruben and his own self.
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26 May 2026
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i just live here, babe, but you’re the one who decided to knock by cluelessclown
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026)
22 May 2026
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Ruben comes home drunk and high, and Niall has a hard time figuring out what he wants.
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26 May 2026
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Aaron knew what his OnlyFans account looked like.
Blond men - broad shoulders. Long legs and floppy blond fringes, all the things he’d missed about Robert after he’d handed himself in. Big hands wrapped around cocks that Aaron could allow himself to imagine were Robert’s on those long, lonely nights he’d spent wishing he could get Robert’s hands on his body again.
Robert’s cheeks were flushed in delight as he looked up from the phone. “They all look like me,” he said, his tone awed.
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24 May 2026
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Fifteen or thirty-two, Niall’s a wiry heap of fried-nerves.
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20 May 2026
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The reply is immediate. A quick inhale at his own mental collapse and Ruben’s sent, Don’t move.
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Ruben does the brotherly thing and offers himself up as the "safe" sex option for Niall.
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16 May 2026
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You Took My Heart on My Sleeve for Decoration by thebodydies
Fandoms: Emmerdale (TV 1972)
08 May 2026
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Robert had a “to do” list in his head.
Really it was more of a “things to make Aaron do” list.
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08 May 2026
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Their mums are away for the weekend, so Ruben's brought a few things to keep them entertained. It's alright until he pulls out a porno film.
[Or, Niall and Ruben have the house for themselves, some pills and a porno movie. It goes downhill from there.]
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07 May 2026
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Robert’s pupils widened when he looked down at Aaron, as if he was trying to swallow Aaron’s expression whole. He looked back at Aaron’s cock—and did a double take.
“Did your dick get bigger?”
“That is usually how it works,” Aaron said.
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05 May 2026
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Niall calls Ruben after his mom asks him not to because he misses him, needs him.
Or: Ruben topping from the bottom.
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05 May 2026
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What Do I Gotta Do to Get in Your Motherfuckin’ Heart? by thebodydies
Fandoms: Emmerdale (TV 1972)
25 Apr 2026
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There was never a chance Aaron wasn’t going to follow Robert up the stairs. Not when he’d been trying to provoke him all night and something had finally worked.
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05 May 2026
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pull a little harder on the belt loops of my jeans by wafflesofdoom
Fandoms: Emmerdale (TV 1972)
28 Apr 2026
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Robert was bad at being queer. He knew that. As much as sex with men had been an indulgence he had been happy to give himself, Robert is also acutely aware there are certain hangups he has about having sex with another man, and he knew those hangups were probably like, internalised homophobia, or whatever.
He could read, alright - Robert did a lot of Googling one those rare nights he actually went back to Vic’s, and needed to sleep alone.
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- Part 4 of robert week 2026
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05 May 2026
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“I’ve already seen the scars. There’s no point being coy about it anymore.”
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05 May 2026
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He half hopes Ruben doesn't come back tonight. Not because he wants Ruben gone, not because he wants to be alone forever. But because he wants to do something. Something. He doesn't know what that something is yet, and that’s the part that makes his stomach turn over on itself like a pup looking for a place to sleep. He wants to do something.
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Niall tries masturbating while Ruben's gone... until he's caught <3
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04 May 2026
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“So I’m the bride, hey,” Ben mocks, but he’s smiling, grabbing Callum by the lapels as he crawls over Ben to join him on the bed. Callum’s grinning, hair falling out of place as he leans down to whisper,
“No, definitely a groom. My groom.”
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22 Apr 2026
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with all the lights flicked off, the only glow comes from the street light outside, hues of mellow oranges and bright whites, lighting their skin in odd, refracted shadows. the breath ben exhales past callum’s lips is shaky, the same shakiness that rests in his fingers when they find callum’s hips, curling into the small of his back, pressing closer. ben is holding on so tightly to him, and he tastes like bitter coffee and sugar, smells like the subtleness of cologne after a hard days work and fresh air.
it’s familiar, and that familiarity makes callum’s knees go weak when ben pulls him away from the wall, shirts and jeans long discarded when they stumble down onto the bed, hands clasped and pupils blown.
or, a continuation of everyone's favourite episode (25/10/19)
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02 Apr 2026
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“I gotta get back,” Callum says, running his fingers through his hair as if that will help how shagged he looks. Ben’s eyes track those hands - hands that had grabbed at his neck, his shoulders, had pulled at his hair. Hands he'd had in his mouth.
He’ll mess around with plenty of guys next week, next month, and yet it had to be this one he got hooked on. Why this one?
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02 Apr 2026
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Five weeks. That’s how long it takes. Five weeks and a handful of days, and Ben finally has Callum spread out on a bed with nothing but the sheets between them.
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02 Apr 2026
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The kiss he drags Robert into is nothing like the last one. It's still too cold to be doing this outside, he still can't feel enough of Robert, plastered up against him through their clothes. But it's the right doorway this time, the right kind of desperation. Robert's mouth is still hot inside, and his hips still shift into Aaron's when their tongues slide together.
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my take on how reunion night went down
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01 Apr 2026
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They’re at a poky little flat in Hotten that belongs to Aaron Dingle. No one asks how he can afford council rent on an apprentice mechanics wage, no one’s brave enough to face a smack in the gob for asking too many questions. Aaron’s decent, he’s loyal and brave and everything admirable in a friend but he’s also a head-case, completely wired for trouble and a famous name among a family of criminals and hard-nuts.He’s got a heart of gold, Vic says but he’s just too troubled to fit in with normal life, fear and danger run through his veins like the honest, true farmer blood of the Sugden family, but he’s not like them, he’s not like anyone, not really - that’s what makes him so exciting.
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01 Apr 2026