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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Leon has become a master of the slow fade, a ghost haunting his own life until there’s nothing left but the sharp scent of whiskey and the hollow echoes of a man who stopped caring months ago. He exists in the spaces between memories he'd rather forget, pulling the shadows around him like a second skin.

    Chris is the only one who refuses to let him vanish. Armed with a stubborn, quiet persistence and a refusal to look away, he remains the sole anchor in Leon’s drifting world. It’s a heavy, wordless vigil, a tug-of-war between Leon’s desperate need to isolate and Chris’s terrifyingly steady presence. In the suffocating stillness of what remains, they are forced to navigate the blurred lines of a bond that is as much a lifeline as it is a burden.

    A study of the fine line between saving a man and breaking him further, navigating an intimacy neither was ever trained to handle.

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    20 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Death always follows me, killing the people dear to me.”

    “Lucky for you: I don’t die that easily.”

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    After the mission Chris had pulled him into, Leon was not doing fine. The ghosts of his past came back to haunt him more than before, and he could feel himself slipping. At least he had a mini-fridge waiting for him back at the hotel, something to drown it all out and forget the pain.

    But Chris was not letting it go. He kept pushing, kept demanding answers, kept trying to pull Leon back into reality when Leon wasn’t sure he wanted to be there.

    Why was everyone so persistent in trying to help him? Why was Chris so angry with him?

    Leon didn’t know. And for the first time, he wasn’t sure he wanted to find out.

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    18 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 84

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    "Didn't realize it was a crime to make sure your friend was ok.” Leon hissed at the remark, pulling his jeans down and handing them to Chris with a growl, the belt laying loosely open and clinking together. “Yeah well a little privacy goes a long way.”

     

    Chris raised an eyebrow, holding out his hand. “Boxers too.” Leon shakes his head, limping towards Chris's bathroom. “I think you've seen enough, the next part is reserved for lovers and doctors. Last I checked you still haven't bought me dinner yet.”

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    Chapters:
    25/?
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    19 Apr 2026

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    They’d met so many times over the years, drifting in and out of each other’s lives like the moon and the sun, only sometimes destined to be in the same sky together. There had always been some inescapable pull towards the other man; at times Leon felt as though he were slowly orbiting closer and closer, drawn in nearer on each rotation.

    And now he was dying. He knew it in his bones, could see it in the black splotches on his hands and the way his veins ran black at his wrists. He was tired. Chris said they'd find a way out of it but Leon...Leon was a realist. So he did the only thing he knew how to do: he kept moving forward. Unstoppable, relentless. Back to Raccoon City, back to where it all began...

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    15 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    Six months in and the New Avengers had fallen into a routine with only a few bumps in the road. And being in charge of them isn't too hard. All things considered, Bucky thought being a leader wasn't so bad. The worst part was dealing with Valentina and keeping them from biting each other's heads off and trying to shrug off that exhaustion that just won't go away. But everything was fine, really. Nothing worth mentioning.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    11 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    Living and working together in the Watchtower, John Walker and Bucky Barnes find uneasy comfort in shared insomnia, quiet conversations, and one terrible couch. A rough mission blurs the lines between care and something deeper, until sleepless nights turn into shared warmth—and waking up next to each other becomes the hardest part.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    07 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 72

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    After the near-destruction of New York at the hands of Bob (more like the void)—the Thunderbolts are thrust into the spotlight as the new Avengers. Relocated to the Watchtower at Valentina’s command, Bucky dares to believe the worst is finally behind them.

    But his hopes unravel quickly: Sam turns his back on him overnight, launching a legal battle for the Avengers name and severing the last threads of their fragile friendship.

    As tensions rise within the team and the media closes in, Bucky pushes himself to the breaking point, determined to hold the Thunderbolts together even as alliances fracture and Valentina’s grip tightens.

    With Sam refusing all contact and the group drifting, things take a deadly turn—Bucky is shot by an unknown sniper, and his life hangs in the balance.

    Now, with a cryptic bullet, old wounds reopened, and enemies closing in, the Thunderbolts and Sam must find a way to unite—or risk destroying each other before the real threat reveals itself.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    20 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Bucky, Yelena and Bob are forced into a safehouse after a mission gone wrong---they deal with the loss of their loved ones and the feeling of never being enough.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    1,501

    20 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    Tasked with upending a super-soldier serum black market ring, the New Avengers set off to the city of sin: The Fabulous Las Vegas. While Yelena is sent to investigate where the serum is being produced and Alexei Shostakov works undercover to expose its buyers, Ava Starr, John Walker, and Bob Reynolds wake up the first morning of their trip to find Bucky Barnes missing alongside an entire night's worth of memories. It's a race against the clock to recover the events of what happened that night, or else they might lose the Winter Soldier forever.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
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    894

    09 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 26

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    “You…want us to guess his middle name, and all you’re giving us is that it starts with an F?” Bob clarified.

    Bucky only nodded in confirmation and couldn’t help the small smirk that grew on his face. “Even better, you can’t ask him either. He can’t know.”

    “Deal.”

    ~ OR ~

    The Thunderbolts/New Avengers attempt to guess Walker's middle name, and... yeah.

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    30 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ava stumbled into the common room at an hour that was far too early for anything other than coffee and brooding.

    The first thing she noticed is that the TV was gone. Well, not gone. It was off the wall, instead against the wall and covered in a lace blanket. The Xbox unplugged beside it.

    She paused mid step, looking around.

    The lights were off, the switches taped down. Instead the rooms lit by candles. Flickering softly in brass holders. Smelling like beeswax and… maybe cinnamon?

    From atop the bar, grainy music came out of a gramophone. Like, an actual goddamn gramophone. It wasn't something she recognized, definitely not anything modern.

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    Chapters:
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    08 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “Seriously, Yelena?” He huffed out, “You couldn’t have just knocked on the door?”

    “Didn’t know the exact apartment number.” Yelena shrugged, her heartbeat slowing down as she climbed inside of the apartment. “You know, your window is like a fortress in itself.”

    “Yeah, I know.” Bucky watched as the woman walked into his kitchen, acting like she lived there, “I made it like that.”

    Or - 5 times we see various Thunderbolt’s members break into Bucky’s Brooklyn apartment and the 1 time they actually use the key he gave them, but at the worst time possible.

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    01 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    As the Thunderbolts settle into the Watchtower, people from their respective pasts start to drop by and end up meeting the team as a whole. This definitely goes completely smoothly with no awkwardness or ridiculous nonsense whatsoever.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    7,975

    31 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    “How about we go just a few more hours, and get a room for the night in Tulsa? It is a beautiful city with cowboys and oil, how could it get more American?” “Fine,” he grated. “We could both use a night without checking over our shoulders.” How long could this last? What would a good sleep buy them but precious little time? “I’ll drive.”

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    14
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    76
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    8
    Hits:
    586

    31 May 2025

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    In the midst of a fight, Hydra manages to retrigger the Winter Soldier, but it doesn’t go as expected because the Winter Soldier only recognizes one handler.
    His last handler - aka, Baron Zemo.

    Now Zemo is stuck trying to undo the Winter Soldier re-emergence but, to add more surprises to the mix, it turns out that Bucky has been hiding something from Sam and Zemo. The fact that the Winter Soldier isn’t just a ‘mode’ to make Bucky biddable.

    No, the Winter Soldier is, in fact, his own person. An alter that very rarely comes out to play and, now that he's out, doesn’t really want to go back into the box.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    534
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    645
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    12,108

    27 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    Bucky Barnes meets a tragic end in the Swiss Alps. The Winter Soldier remains. Later, Alexei is there to pick up the pieces.

    Chapters 1-3 revised as of 5/26/25

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    Comments:
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    748

    21 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 23

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    In the aftermath of a mission, Bucky Barnes has a nightmare. Enter the Red Guardian. A story of power, control, and the fragile bonds that form in the wake of chaos.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    14
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    114
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    1,956

    20 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 40

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    "Dad, you still have not said what is in your Shame Room," Yelena said, casually, nibbling a celery stick she was sharing with her guinea pig, Bakky. "Everyone else has."
    "Ah, I shouldn't bore the young heroes with tales of old regrets!" he said dismissively, boisterous as ever. "Worry not for me."
    "What was it? The fall of the Soviet Union?" Walker jabbed with a laugh, trying to urge the guinea pig to his side of the bar with a carrot.

    When part of the team gets kidnapped, it's up to the Winter Soldier and the Red Guardian to save them. It's a good thing things aren't already weird between them or anything.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    234
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    3,169

    20 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    New Avengers Tower*. Ava phases through the walls and scares John into thinking they need an exorcist. Bucky is everyone's emergency contact. Alexei only allows Captain Crunch and Wheaties. Yelena panics when Bob might get rabies. They all learn to live together.

    This is an entirely self-indulgent view into their lives in the amount of time they lived together for fourteen months.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    70
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    9
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    914

    18 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    “So… shawarma?” Yelena asks after everything’s cooled down and the cameras are all gone.

    “Really?” Walker sneers, “Are you serious right now, cause— cause that’s not funny—“

    “I mean, it’s a little funny.” Yelena chuckles, which obviously means Alexei has to follow with loud boisterous laughter, even if he clearly doesn’t know what’s going on.

    -

    Or, Five times Bucky helped the Thunderbolts get through something, and one time they helped him.

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    23,314
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    230
    Kudos:
    2,347
    Bookmarks:
    496
    Hits:
    24,642

    12 May 2025

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