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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Buck knows three things for certain, and one thing for maybe.
    Number one: Eddie does not have a POA.
    Number two: if the doctors had come to the waiting room to ask what the group had thought Eddie’s wishes were, all eyes would’ve turned to Buck.
    Number three: isn’t that what a POA is, really?
    The maybe: Eddie would put Buck in his will a second time.

    Or: Eddie's hurt on the job. Again. Buck spreads misinformation in the waiting room.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    Buck is fine. Really.
    He doesn't need therapy. He doesn't need people reminding him that he's not alone. He definitely doesn't need Eddie to be just like everyone else.
    He got back, didn't he? Bonnie and Earl are far, far away.
    He's home.
    He's fine.

    Too bad Eddie doesn't buy his bullshit. Never did, never will.

    Or : After New Mexico, Eddie tries to get Buck to open up to someone. It doesn't go well, and they basically have the worst argument they ever had, leaving things unresolved as they part. Then shit hits the fan, and Buck can't do anything about it.

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    21 May 2026

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    It didn’t really click for Shane until his boyfriend nearly broke down their steel-inforced bathroom door to get to him; Something Is Wrong With Ilya.

    or: Ilya goes off the deep end. Shane doesn’t realize he’s already down there with him.

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    20 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Eddie cracks his eyes open to fluorescent light and the blurred shape of a water stained ceiling tile. White. Too bright. The smell of antiseptic hits him next, sharp and sterile and wrong in a way that makes his stomach turn. Hospital. Again. God, when will it end?"

    Or, Eddie goes over a bridge, the 118 struggles, and someone admits something they wanted to stay hidden just a little bit longer. A little spec for the season 9 finale episodes.

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    02 May 2026

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    15 Apr 2026