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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    All things crack—the pavement turns to rubble, the glass gives way to shards. It’s just about pressure and erosion; about the passing of time and the burden of its weight. The question of whether the broken thing will be mended, fixed back to repair, is another matter entirely.

    All of this is to say: Taggie had reached her breaking point.

     

    OR: The free use Taggie fic

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    23 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    They have these moments, and after each one, Lois starts to think maybe, just maybe, he feels for her just a fraction of what she feels for him.

    Lois tries her hand at growing up, moving forward, and moving on. Nobody ever said it was going to be easy.

    Set in a future and written directly after 8x10 "Bride".

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    29 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Have you ever seen a waterfall?” The girl asks. They're sat side by side in the shadow cast by a broken wall, watching as the mutt prances round and round in circles: chasing her own tail, acting a fool rather than the killer she was trained to be.

    A oneshot based on the Ghoulcy Prompt account on twitter.

    Prompt: Water.

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    21 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Arlo simply didn't want a girl because they never really made back what they cost you. You couldn't set them on the mines during the summer and they weren't suited to his 'businesses', couldn't crack knee caps or stand shoulder to shoulder with him, block a doorway and put a fist against a face. They were useless, and he growled as much often enough; gave his girl the name Raylan so everyone would know he didn't have a say in the matter, but it was clear as crystal what his say would have been.

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    29 Sep 2024