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“Don’t worry about me."
Aizawa's voice was almost gentle. For some reason, this snapped Hitoshi back to reality. He bristled at the vulnerability and gritted his teeth.
“Don’t worry about me either, then.”
“Not how it works, kid. Come on.”
Shinsō Hitoshi's like a sore thumb in 2-A - a wildcard, an asshole, a complete mess. So, while the rest of the class licks their wounds from Jaku City, he indulges in a bit of lite vigilantism - what else is he supposed to do? He needs this.
Nobody has to know how deep he's gotten in over his head.
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There is a space between the soul and the body. A fist-sized hole, just large enough for hands to pass through.
There, in an inlet by the infinite nothing, something will slip inside.
You will not feel the penetration because you are not inside yourself anymore - you’re trapped in whatever gray matter remains at the edges of the void, and as whatever is left of you is scraped up from between the cracks in the sediment, you’re reformed into bastardized configurations.
The cut will be quick and painless.
You won’t know to miss the parts of you that drift out with the tide.
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Seven young men struggle to navigate the physical and psychological aftermath of an incident that leaves them in altered bodies.
(A serious body horror warning for anyone who's sensitive about that; this a straight up queer horror fic. Other than that, we're here to have a good emotional gay time!!)
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28 Apr 2026
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It wasn’t the turning of his stomach caused by anxiety, nor was it the familiar stress-induced tension in his muscles, he just felt off. He looked down at his hands, clenching them again so his nails dug into his skin, and he felt the pain of it, but he somehow felt that the sensation was fake.
Brows furrowing, he shook his head, clenching his fists a few more times and only having the same odd feeling that the pinch was not real despite the fact that he could physically feel it.
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Chuuya experiences a dissociative episode and misunderstands what is happening to him.
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25 Jun 2025
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I called your name 'til the fever broke by forest_raccoon
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Nov 2023
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Chuuya, alone and suffering.
And Dazai moved without a second thought.
Because if he could just reach Chuuya, then everything would be alright. It was always alright, as long as Dazai could reach him.
(Or, Chuuya falls prey to a different kind of corruption than usual, but Dazai is as determined to save him as ever.)
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28 May 2025
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to be closer by somewherels (tinuvhiel) for Bananas45
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
05 Dec 2021
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There is something in Seishu that itches everytime he sees them. And he sees them often - way too often. It feels like punishment, almost, because Koko doesn’t like people. He toys with them, sure, enjoys company more than Seishu does, enjoys baiting, joking, having people look at him, answer his orders. Seishu would know. But it never felt like Koko truly liked anyone, until Kisaki Tetta.
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27 Dec 2024
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funny how you always remember / funny how I still forgot by somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
16 Jul 2021
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He forgets when he stopped hoping. Around the time Mikey had stopped coming semi-regularly, maybe. Around the time he had stopped showing up with bruised knuckles because there was a gun in the back of his trousers, and he had chosen to say nothing, and then, had given up.
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15 Dec 2024