sw_uspects
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“What, I know you or somethin’?” Chuuya asked.
Briefly, a look rushed over Dazai Osamu’s face— an emotion so quick, Chuuya couldn’t put a name to it. Then, his face mellowed out into a smile that had Chuuya itching for a fight; that screamed I think I’m the smartest person in the room, with just enough smugness and condescension to really rile him up.
“No,” Dazai said and looked weirdly vulnerable, like he was admitting some big secret. “No, you don’t.”
Or: the fight against the DOA ends badly for everyone involved. Now, the only person capable of ending everything before it even happens, would rather be dead and buried alongside his friends than deal with time travel of all things. Worse, when whatever adverse reaction No Longer Human had to the book has burned Dazai off the timeline as a whole.
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- Part 1 of beyond the end
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13 Jun 2026
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“Roddy… I have nightmares. Like, really bad ones. A few times a week, at least. And sometimes… I have episodes. Like the one with Feli. I wake up swinging, or screaming, or I just… freeze. I can’t…” He looked away, the admission tasting like failure. “I don’t want to freak you out.”
Roderich was silent for a long moment. Gilbert braced for the polite retreat.
“I don’t mind,” Roderich said, his voice firm. “I’ve… I’ve read about it. PTSD. I know it’s not you being difficult. It’s your nervous system reacting to old danger. I can… I would like to be there. If it happens.”
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While formally known as Oberleutnant Beilschmidt, Gilbert was now a veteran amputee struggling with PTSD, noise sensitivity and reintegration into civilian life in Berlin. After reuniting with an old friend, he navigates through relationships, old secrets, and the slow process of healing—both physically and emotionally.
Rated M for intense themes of trauma, violence, mental health, flashbacks of character death and swearing.
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21 Jan 2026
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Alfred felt as restless as the wayward wind. His life was in the process of spiraling out of control, and all the pressure he's under was threatening to break him. If only things could be as simple as they used to be.
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30 Oct 2025
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Romano and Canada sneak away for a bit of fun in America's house. Absolutely nothing goes wrong.
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do you remember the scent of your childhood? by fallingtheseus
Fandoms: Haunted Hotel (Cartoon)
23 Oct 2025
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“Your son.” She finished, and Nathan could almost see it. She would be grasping to sit down, or clutching her heart as if it, too, would fail her. “You have a son?”
After a moment, Nathan spoke. “Maybe?”
“And you didn’t tell me?”
“…No.” He collapsed into the desk chair, the old wheels squeaking and sliding underneath him. “I haven’t had him for that long, and he’s been having a hard time adjusting. I dont know, I’m just making up excuses.” He shook his head. “Are you mad?”
She hummed, thinking for a moment. “How old is he?” Which wasn’t an answer, but.
Nathan winced. “Uh, nine.”
“Thats a long time to keep a kid a secret.”
OR; Nathan tells a lie he is starting to get much too comfortable telling, and it leads him to taking Abaddon to Thanksgiving dinner
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10 Oct 2025