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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    there's no real reason to be worried. The knife was a knife, yes, and knives are dangerous, yes, and people get hurt with knives all the time, yes, but Ruben is Ruben and Ruben is fine, Ruben is always fine. But he's worried anyway.

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    A version of the referenced scene where Ruben fixes up his stab wound with vodka, glue and duct tape. <3

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Now Ruben's teaching him how to fight. Ruben's teaching him how to stand, how to move, how to throw a punch, how to block, how to take a hit and stay on your feet, how to give a hit and mean it. Ruben's hurting him so no one else hurts him.

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    Ruben is trying to teach Niall how to fight. <3

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Niall hooks up with a stranger in a library bathroom, risking his life just to chase a fleeting fantasy of the only place he feels whole.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    His name is Niall.
    His name is Niall, and he has a brother. A brother who is on his way to see him right now. Not to pick him up and take him home, he’s reminded, they need a few more days of testing and imaging to make sure his brain isn’t going to bleed into his skull and kill him, but at least now there is someone who can put him back where he is meant to be. Who knew where that was. Who he was.

     
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    Niall and Ruben's near-14 year reunion goes a bit differently after Niall takes a bat to the head in a seedy motel room and forgets who he is.

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 88

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    There is a shift behind Niall, and then there is the press of something new, right up against the curve of his backside, thick and insistent and so, so far from anything Niall could have expected.

    Ruben is hard.

    Ruben is still panting as if he’s just returned from a run, is still trembling slightly, and there, pressed flush against Niall, he is fully, unquestionably hard.

    “Ruben,” Niall gasps again, and this time Ruben responds.

    The arm around Niall’s chest tightens, and the one slipped into the gap between Niall’s neck and the pillow rises, an impossibly large seeming hand cupping over Niall’s mouth.

    “Quiet, Bambi,” Ruben whispers in his ear. “Don’t want mammy to hear you, do you?”

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    08 Jun 2026