suspiciousfruitcake



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 38

    Tags
    Summary

    And finally, Sojiro thinks, she gets it.

    She gets it— you don’t tell a kid that the boy they’re in love with was dead for an hour and will probably never fully recover from it. You just don’t do that. You don’t tell them that the boy they’re in love with suffers from cognitive dysfunction, that he can hardly speak, that his hands always shake when he opens the bottle lid for his antidepressants. You don’t point at a paper and go see, here, this means that his personality will never be the same and see, there, that means he’ll probably never love you the same.

    You just don’t.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,992
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    293
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    2,874

    16 May 2026

  2. Rec 95

    Tags
    Summary

    Olruggio wants. So constantly that he doesn’t even notice it anymore.

    Qifrey is finally in a position to be able to give.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,668
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    47
    Kudos:
    573
    Bookmarks:
    95
    Hits:
    4,381

    13 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 19

    Tags
    Summary

    Yu leans back against the wall next to his futon and, in the most casual voice he can muster, says,

    "I want you to suck me off on video."

    (or: a fic where Yosuke has no gag reflex)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,338
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    232
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    3,022

    10 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 30

    Tags
    Summary

    “Well, I still wanna know! You’ve had every girl in the book confess to you and you’re gonna sit here and tell me you haven’t even thought about bringing one of em’ to your room?”
    “Not in that way. They’re my friends.”
    “Really? You’re telling me that I’m the same to you as each one of those girls?” It sounds different than he meant it to come out, but he’s too tipsy to have the common sense to bite his tongue, like he typically does.
    There’s a pause before Yu answers, longer than usual, like he was really conflicted in how he should respond. Just another rare sight to see tonight.
    “No,” he says concretely, taking a long gulp of his drink, finishing it off. “You’re not the same.”

    Or,

    After Nanako is rescued from the T.V. world and in the hospital, Yosuke decides to try and cheer up his best friend in the world, Yu Narukami, with a cheap case of beer. However, Yosuke fails to consider the inhibiting effects that alcohol has on a person and causes something to bubble up he'd rather never confront.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,108
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    223
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    2,430

    09 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 40

    Tags
    Summary

    10 years after the events of the Metaverse, Ren’s adult life is gray.

    Grappling with alcoholism, anxiety, and crushing levels of self-loathing, every night Ren goes to sleep and lucid dreams to escape the waking world crumbling around him.

    In his lucid dream, he builds a perfect, quiet version of LeBlanc. He conjures a Dream Akechi, who is programmed to just sit idly in a booth and drink coffee, letting Ren project his worries and loneliness onto him.

    It was the perfect escape. Until the night Ren tried to die.

    The sweet hallucination vanished, replaced by a Dreamkechi that refuses to let him quit and drags him back to the living, waking world - no matter how much it hurts him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    86,764
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    166
    Kudos:
    202
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    4,556

    05 Jun 2026