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    Andrew can't stop replaying the memory, pushing on it like a bruise. He wants the sick sort of pain that proves that actually, he can still feel things. It's fresh — barely a few hours old.

    If he closes his eyes, Andrew can put himself back there. Back under the glare of the fluorescent lights humming above them in the locker room, the roar of the crowd getting fainter as the stadium empties. His own heart thumping too fast as the adrenaline of the game bleeds out, leaving only exhaustion behind.

    Neil's lips, chapped and cherry-red, making sounds too soft for the harsh moment.

    "We can't keep doing this," Neil had said. He wasn't able to look Andrew in the eye. "I just… we don't want the same things."

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    “You like it,” Neil says, sounding breathless. “You were so good today. You always are, but god, Andrew.”

    Andrew nips his lip and quickly soothes the sting with his tongue. “Do not bring up Exy right now.”

    “Can’t help it,” Neil says, body shuddering against Andrew’s as he feels their cocks drag together slowly, hot even through their layers of clothes. “I didn’t get a chance to tell you in the locker room. I wanted to kill Kevin. He wouldn’t leave us alone. And I really wanted to be alone.”

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    Neil is turned on after a game and shows Andrew just how much he appreciates how well he played.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    I love you, he thinks helplessly. I loved you when I had nothing, and even now that I have so much more, I will never love anything as much as I love you.

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    Kevin cooks, Jean remembers something, and they fuck about it.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Which one is Sir Fat Cat McCatterson? And why does he have a long name? I like the name King Fluffkins, but isn’t that too many noble titles for the cats?” Marcus, slowly coming out of his shell reached under the coffee table for one of the cats.
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    In which Neil and Andrew come across a boy who might not be like any of their stray cats.

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    It doesn't take long for Neil to join him on the roof, his face lighting up when he sees him. Neil settles next to him, close enough that Andrew can feel his body heat without touching. Neil's wearing the hoodie he pilfered from Andrew's closet a few months ago; he feels his eyes catch on it a little too long. He forces his eyes away, but he leans closer until their shoulders brush. Neil takes it for the invitation it is, leaning most of his weight into Andrew's side.

    "So, what is this?" He pulls the dog clicker from his pocket, still in its plastic packaging. 

    Andrew's hand ghosts over Neil's covered hip, fiddling with the waistband of his egregious shorts. "Don't ask questions with obvious answers," he retorts. 

    He slips his hand beneath fabric to reach bare skin, grounding himself with the familiar raised skin. "I want to-" The words get stuck in his throat. 

    Aggravated with himself, Andrew squeezes Neil's hip hard enough to hurt, but Neil only blinks slowly at him, not a hint of expectation on his face. "I would like to be louder. With you," Andrew forces out spitefully.

    "Oh," Neil says surprised, "Like when we-?" 

    "When we fuck," Andrew says shortly. 

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