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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Niall does not intercept Ruben leaving Roy's in Aberdeen, and decides to stick around. He sees something he shouldn't.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Niall writes to Ruben. Ruben does not write back.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Fucking hell, Bambers, you were born for this. That was the issue - ain’t meant to be a da, meant to be a mam."

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “Say it.”

    Like a good trainer, Niall knows when he’s asking too much from a puppy. He doubts Ruben will ever be able to articulate this need in him for a long time. Maybe it’ll be easier this way. If only Niall knows it exists, no one else can fill that void in him. He’ll be Ruben’s one and only. Girls come and go, vapid and preening, but Ruben will only ever have one brother.

    “I need you.”

     

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    Niall trains Ruben like a dog.

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 84

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    Christ, Niall smelled like a fucking virgin. 

    Really, he smelled like the dirt from the neighbor’s yard, and the hot metal of a burning wreck, and the same acrid chemical shit they used in the clink infirmary to patch up all the pansies who’d gotten what was coming to them. But beneath all that, beneath the stench of the world’s shit? He smelled like a fucking baby. 

    Like 72 bleeding virgins awaiting him in Heaven, or whatever bullshit people promised themselves just to make it through the day.

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    Set immediately after the hospital scene, Ruben gets one whiff of Niall and just can't help himself.

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    24 May 2026