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Dazai and Chuuya are each hit by an ability that causes them to be stalked by a violent entity that appears whenever they are alone, and takes the form of the person they desire most - each other.
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Dazai was not his soulmate — Chuuya knows that now.
He’s gotten used to the feeling, even when he was grating against it and Dazai had made sure that there was no-one else left for him to care about, but being in a pit of his own making has done little to alleviate its existence. Of the lack that comes with being made wrong, digging in his nails and taking bullets he doesn’t ever need to take just so he’d seem less a blanked-out, lab grown freak each time he sees his skin in the shower or the bathroom mirror.
He’s given up wondering what Dazai’s soulmate must think of all the bullet wounds and scars, what kind of deranged, unlucky son of a bitch the universe deigned to saddle the mackerel to for life.
They would’ve died with him anyway. Selfish bastard.
Or: Soulmate AU set two years after Dazai's defection, where Chuuya believes that he died with Oda.
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“You fucking poisoned me,” Chuuya says, and his throat is catching. “You took everything from me and there’s nothing you could do that would stop me from loving you. It’s sick and I hate myself and I hate you but I need to kill him for doing this to you, for me not understanding—”
His voice breaks, just slightly.
“If you want to be at the fucking Agency,” he forces out, “I will burn the Mafia down.”
OR: Dazai has to rejoin the mafia, and Chuuya realises how stupid he's been all these years.
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“I hate this,” he says, softly.
“You brought me here.”
“Yeah. I’m sorry." There's that same crease between his brows.
"Can we pretend, just for a bit?”
Suguru doesn’t move. “Pretend what?”
“That we’re fine. That we’re good. Just–” he catches himself, swallows, and Suguru tracks the movement of it in his throat. “I’m tired.”
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or: gojo is touch-starved and getou is selfish. set in the years after getou's defection, before jjk zero. -
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4 years earlier
“Would you kill me, Chuuya?” The room stills. “Tonight? If I asked nicely? If I begged for it?” The last words slip out like a purr.
The room stills. Dazai is pathetic. Chuuya doesn’t want him to ask, doesn’t want to know what he’d do when Dazai is pliant and begging for it.
Chuuya stares at him. “What the hell are you talking about?”
And Dazai’s chest doesn’t rise or fall.
loosely a prequel to my work halfway point, but can be read as a standalone. a collection of angst-fuelled scenes & moments leading up to dazai's defection <3
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- Part 2 of halfway points
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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18 Nov 2025
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Ash isn't eating. Sure he LOOKS like he's eating.
He talks about his food. He gestures with his food. He moves his food from place to place.
He just doesn't actually eat his food.
And no one but Eiji notices anything amiss.
As things with Banana Fish heat up, Ash's control is slipping. And Eiji is scared.
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28 Jun 2026
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if you need to, darling, lean your weight to me by rottenpomegranate
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
05 Jul 2025
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"This is where I live now, Keith. I can't just leave." He says, seriously.
"Why?"
"Why can't I just leave? Keith, I-"
"No, I mean, why is this where you live now?"
At this, Lance genuinely flatters. "What?"
"Why? Why did you get into the Garrison? To milk cows and plant flowers for the rest of your life?"
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Or: Two weeks in Lance's cottage on Earth are all he gets, before he's set to leave again. Keith smokes his cigarettes, drinks his wine, kisses him like he's been wishing to since he was eighteen, and pretends it doesn't kill him inside: that the saviour of the universe is so full of grief he's acting like he's content being a farmer.
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19 Jun 2026
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weren't we the stars in heaven? by rottenpomegranate
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
16 May 2026
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He watches, almost in slow motion, as the stupid, most haunting pair of amber eyes look behind Shoko, focusing on him.
The worst part is how Satoru tracks every minuscule crinkle of his eye. How he watches recognition fill his gaze, watches the muscles in his brows relax as his gaze softens. Watches for signs, tells, that he’d recognize, and horribly, finds them.
Watches, maybe in horror, a soft smile come across the features that he still sometimes sees when he’s been staring at the backs of his eyelids for too long.
“This is my friend from uni,-“ Shoko, oblivious, starts, and Suguru interrupts her.
“Satoru.”
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“…I don’t think I should let you back into my life.” Satoru mumbles, a little sleepier, after some time.
“…I understand.” Suguru whispers, not letting go, as if he’s savoring every second Satoru is going to let him have like this.
“I think I will anyway.” Satoru whispers back.
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08 Jun 2026
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A fact about Kojiro Nanjo and his soft, big heart; he was in love with his best friend. And he was an adult, so admitting that was so much more embarrassing than it should be.
It didn’t help that he had been feeling this way for fifteen whole years.
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Kaoru had to double-check his brain. Yup, he definitely put the words ‘Kojiro’ and ‘Husband’ together in a sentence. His brain put the words together and they fit. The words fit better than any puzzle Kaoru had ever solved. What.
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05 Jun 2026