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Chuuya wakes up like he’s been dropped back into his own body without warning.
Everything hurts. Everything is wrong.
There’s blood on his skin he can’t place, bruises he doesn’t remember earning, and a heavy, sinking feeling like he’s already lost something important—something he can’t even name.
His head is full of broken flashes. Red. Noise. Falling. Power tearing through him until there’s nothing left but static.
He doesn’t know where he is.
Doesn’t know who he is.
Just fragments that refuse to become anything solid.
His phone is in his hand like it’s always been there.
Names scroll past his thumb—Ane-san, Hirotsu-san, Boss—none of them meaning anything, none of them feeling real enough to hold onto.
His breathing goes uneven.
Too fast.
Too shallow.
Then he sees it.
Suicidal Manic.
No memory attached to it.
No face.
No explanation.
Just something in him going, this.
Wrong decision, probably.
Definitely.
But his thumb taps it anyway.
Because somehow—despite everything missing—that feels like the only thing that still makes sense.
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19 Jul 2026
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“I will return to the Port Mafia,” Dazai said, his voice entirely devoid of the cheerful lilt he had spent four years perfecting. “I will take my old seat. I will run your black ops. But I have one condition.”
Mori smiled, resting his chin on his steepled hands. “Name it.”
“Nakahara Chuuya.”
Four years of daylight was a long time, but it wasn’t enough to bleach the blood out of Dazai Osamu’s shadow. When he finally returns to the Port Mafia to broker a deal for the Agency's survival, he brings a very specific set of demands. Mori just wants his Demon Prodigy back. Chuuya just wants to know why the headache he's had for four years suddenly wears a familiar, obnoxious trench coat.
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20 Jun 2026
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“You fucking poisoned me,” Chuuya says, and his throat is catching. “You took everything from me and there’s nothing you could do that would stop me from loving you. It’s sick and I hate myself and I hate you but I need to kill him for doing this to you, for me not understanding—”
His voice breaks, just slightly.
“If you want to be at the fucking Agency,” he forces out, “I will burn the Mafia down.”
OR: Dazai has to rejoin the mafia, and Chuuya realises how stupid he's been all these years.
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19 Jun 2026
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Set after the events of Dazai and Chuuya’s defeat of Lovecraft, Dazai decides to pay his former partner a visit for old times sake. It was their tradition, after an activation of Corruption, a pattern forged in blood and misunderstandings. Now, the script was gone, the familiar movements became foreign and neither knew just how to make it work.
Or: Dazai, Chuuya, and a reconciliation that should’ve never happened but did against all odds.
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- Part 4 of X's SKK
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19 Jun 2026
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Keep me warm by Sleeping_Songbird
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
28 May 2026
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“Olruggio… you’re not.. supposed..“
“Not supposed to what. Find ya shivering on the floor sopping wet. Fucking hell Qifrey, what mess did ya get into this time”
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29 May 2026