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  1. Summary

    I'm so glad I got to hold ya
    And if the sky falls from heaven above
    Oh, I know I had the best time falling into love
    We've been living on a fault line
    And for a while, you were all mine
    I've spent a lifetime giving you my heart
    I swear that I'll be yours forever
    'Til forever falls apart

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    Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”

    “Um.” He coughs.

    “Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.

    Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.

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    05 May 2025

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    super special <3

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    Dennis Whitaker believes in God. Each night before bed, in the secret prayer he speaks in his head when his lights are off and his door is closed, he begs not for forgiveness, but salvation.

    Sometimes, salvation looks like a job as a stable hand, for a rancher who’s forgotten how to pray.

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    02 May 2025

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    special <3

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    "So this whole roommate thing. I just wanted to ask, like… what are you looking for? Should I totally leave you alone?” (God, please say no.) “Should we just be, like, cordial coworkers?” (Please, please, please say no.) “Or do you want to be more like… friends?”

    Viktor snorted. It was a sound Jayce was starting to crave. His heart squeezed.

    “Yes, Jayce.” Viktor stood, leaning on his cane. “I think we should be friends."

     

    (or: the one where jayce can't figure out why he cares so much about the guys his new roommate brings home... and doesn't realize he's fallen in love until he's completely and totally fucked.)

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    24 Apr 2025

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    special <3

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    Viktor takes a bath. Jayce joins him, for efficiency.

    Language:
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    21 Apr 2025

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    special!!

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    “I used to give Nancy massages,” Steve says.

    It’s out before he even knows where it came from. Really it’s like somebody else said it, commandeering his voice — the thought process didn’t happen, or if it did, it happened without Steve’s supervision. Maybe something to do with brown waves of hair, dimmed lights. He’s too busy balking at his words to retroactively connect any dots, at the moment, so he can’t be too sure.

    Eddie’s just as confused, it seems, because he goes completely still. The silence hangs heavy, for the three or four seconds it’s there, and Steve wishes he could see Eddie’s face. Finds himself incapable of guessing at the expression he might be wearing right now. He just has to stare at the back of his head, the tensed line of his shoulders, until Eddie finally says, “Oh, yeah?”
    -
    (Eddie's back is all fucked up. Steve lends a hand.)

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    20 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    special <3