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    “Well, what have you been up to?”
    “What, in the last,” Todd glances at his watch, “two and a half hours? Nothing.”
    Nothing,” Neil quietly repeats, and sighs. “I don’t believe that for a second.”
    “What could I possibly have been doing?”
    “I don’t know,” Neil shrugs. “I mean, even if you sat there the entire time, that’s still more than nothing.” He wriggles around until he props up on an elbow and leans to face Todd, squinting at him. “You can’t fool me, Anderson.” He presses a finger against his temple, and flops back onto his bed. “I know you’ve got a whole world up there.”

    Todd has revelations - some about love, but mostly about writing. They're the same thing, in the end.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”

    “It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”

    “Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."

    Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.

    Read in Russian here!

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Hockey players are allowed to be gay now,” Ilya says seriously. “I know you were not born yet, but Scott Hunter changed the laws.”

    this is so fucking funny im obsessed

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    MLH Tracker @MLHTracker
    rozanov81 (Ilya Rozanov) started following 3 and unfollowed 0:

    ✅ montrealmetros (The Montreal Metros)
    ✅ shanehollanderofficial (Shane Hollander)
    ✅ metrosworst (Worst Metros Plays)
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    rozanov defender @gremlinroz
    ... alright who told ilya about the mlh tracker
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    lea @rozanovsss
    getting ready for the game on thursday i see... masterful trolling
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    The history of Hollanov, primarily as seen through the MLH Tracker on Twitter.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Renjun can't believe he's behaving so well. Every part of him wants to absolutely change Mark Lee’s life in bed tonight, but he knows it would be a disaster for sober Renjun to know he folded so easily to the enemy.

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    24 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the soundtrack/playlist for this playlist is so on point
    AGAHHHHG

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    The last time they are seen in public together, it is on purpose. Papparazzis are told to be on the corner, cameras ready. A stylist picks what they’ll be wearing, makes their hair look unpurposefully disheveled, hands over designer sunglasses to mask their eyes. They’re given props, too, a lukewarm iced coffee and an Erewhon shopping bag. The script is sent to them the night before with notes. Don’t cry. Remember to be loud. Don’t rehearse too much. Try to look and sound as natural as possible.

    It’s all planned. The time they walk out of the store, Renjun walking steps ahead.

    Mark calling after him, “Let me explain!”

    Renjun whipping around to shout, “I don’t give a fuck what you have to say!”

    Mark looking around, pretending to realize they're being watched. Reaching for Renjun’s hand, Renjun pulling back.

    “We’re done,” Renjun will say, remembering the words on the page in his head. “It’s over.”

    SEQUEL TO 'NOW IT'S REALLY CLEAR TO ME, YOU COULD DO A LITTLE DAMAGE'

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    24 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    feeling victimized by the torturous highs and lows i experienced reading this ... this type of heartache is so specific yet universal ??? yeah. it's also 2am as of me finishing this fic

    I love you, too. By the way. I just haven’t said it since I was 17, to anyone. So I think my mouth doesn’t know how to make the words.

    (some of the) songs I listened to reading this:
    come back to me - RM
    forever - charli xcx
    through the wire - rina sawayama