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“I ever tell you ‘bout the time Mike jumped off this cliff to save me?”
“What?” Steve breathes, his footsteps stopping short. Just out of arm’s reach.
“It was that week Will was missing… Troy Walsh and James Dante came after us. Chased us through the woods. We’d just reached the quarry when Troy grabbed me and put a knife to my neck.”
Behind him, Steve inhales sharply, but stays silent.
“Said if Mike didn’t jump he’d cut me. And I begged him not to.”
Dustin palms at his eyes, trying to stave off the tears that threaten to spill over like waterfalls into the drained quarry.
“Asshole didn’t listen."
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slipping through my fingers by soup_pdf
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
04 Aug 2024
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He moves to take a seat next to Pony and rests a hand on the back of his neck, “What’s goin’ on, kid?”
Pony glances down at the half finished sheet of paper in front of him before looking back up and muttering, “Homework.”
Darry raises an eyebrow, “Didn’t you already finish your work for tonight? I checked it all earlier.”
At this, Pony at least has the decency to look a bit sheepish as he tries to hide from his brother’s stern gaze. “I, uh,” he clears his throat, “I’m sorry, I just forgot to do this one…”
Pony bites his lip, and Darry feels his stomach clench as he notices the tears pooling in his brother’s eyes. He shifts his hand down to squeeze Pony’s shoulder, “Well you can finish it in the morning, okay? C’mon, let’s get you back to bed.”
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for the last month, Darry could feel Pony slipping away—further and further away from them. He just hopes he can pull him back in before it's too late... -
what love is all about by soup_pdf
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
21 Jun 2024
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“Could you do me a favor, Dar?”
His brother looks up and Soda meets his gaze, “Just go easy on him, please? He’s trying.”
Darry looks at him with an unreadable expression that makes Soda feel almost bad. He knows how guilty Darry’s felt since the night Pony ran away. He’s about to backtrack—tell Darry to just forget he said anything, when his brother sighs and looks away, “I’m not startin’ a fight with him, Sodapop. Not over this. This ain’t on him.”
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It's the night after the rumble. Johnny and Dallas are gone. The elder Curtis brother's are trying to pick up some of the pieces. But some wounds are deeper than we expect.
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after the rain by soup_pdf
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
31 Jan 2023
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Peter thought the past didn’t matter. He and his brother Harley were out and braving the world together, and he had some cool new powers. Nothing could touch him, not ever again.
But then Tony Stark - the Tony Stark - enters his little world, and suddenly there’s more to life than just the neighborhood.
And there’s more to Peter than his present.
As hard as he tries to patch the leaks in his mind, the past continues to pour down on him. But maybe, just maybe, with Harley and Tony by his side, things could get better.
Because after the rain comes the sun.
Or in which Peter and Harley met in foster care, quickly became brothers, ran away, and were finally getting used to life when in walks Tony Stark.
*story/chapter titles from After the Rain by Nick Wilson*Series
- Part 1 of what i did for love
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i was so ahead of the curve (the curve became a sphere) by RavenOfRao
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
02 Oct 2023
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He rubs his eyes as if he can push the tiredness out his head with sheer force, it doesn’t work. But, god, he wishes it did. It was going to be a long day.
or: Jamie is burnt out from overworking himself, the team is there for him, always.
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- Part 3 of this is me trying
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𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘵, 𝘪𝘧 𝘑𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘶𝘮.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘴.
A long bus ride home in a storm, after a spectacularly bad loss at an away game is bad enough, but then Jamie wakes up screaming.
AKA The Jamie has a nightmare on the team bus fic
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07 May 2026
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Roy has always had an overactive imagination. You wouldn’t guess that from just looking at him – the midnight charcoal-colored shirts and pants, and jackets didn’t really give that impression. But it was true. He was a visual type, too, always needed to see the board before the game to fully understand the strategy. Imagined it during the games, too, the blue magnets against the red ones, moving, switching, pressing.
Which was exactly why the image of Keeley with another person, has been in the back of his mind since he saw them together the other day. Very different pictures, but the core was the same: moving, switching, pressing. It made him sick. It also made him feel disgusting, but it wasn’t something he could help.
So it was strange that now, feet pedaling and hands steering blindly, he wished for those images back. Only Jamie fucking Tartt could make it even fucking worse.
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Jamie takes Ted's advice to its natural conclusion. Roy is a little upset.
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07 May 2026
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“I don’t want to see him again,” he says, hoping that leading with the part he knows Ted probably won’t have an issue with might make the next bit less difficult, “and I know you didn’t say that I should, but I also don’t… I tried, and I don’t want to forgive him neither. And that one you did say I should do, and I know you said it was for me and not for him, but it still feels like- like saying nothing he did mattered."
Jamie takes Ted's advice to heart - he forgives. Or he tries to. But it doesn't make things better. It doesn't free him from anything, and the text he sent his father makes everything so much worse, even though it hasn't been answered yet. When Jamie reaches his breaking point, he goes through a series of three conversations, seeking help determining whether something is wrong with him, whether it's okay to not forgive, and whether it's okay to decide that he's done trying.
(post 3x11 'mom city', dealing with... all that. gen.)
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13 Apr 2026
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Jamie thought he was rebuilding a relationship with his father. He thought he would be fine when James Tartt Sr was back out into the world as a free sober man. Jamie was wrong on all counts.
Now Jamie can't sleep no matter what he tries and why is Roy being so goddamn nice to him all of a sudden?Jamie explores his relationship with his father and his relationship with his Roy all while trying to hold onto his own sanity
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- Part 18 of Candle's Whumptober 2023
- Part 3 of Candle's RoyJamie Bingo 2024
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04 Apr 2026