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Eddie goes back to confession and gets some more practice feeling good and letting go.
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When they separate he has to resist clinging to her. She’ll go relieve herself, collect PawPaw, and come back to bed. But it will be different, in One Big Bed instead of their own little world.
He lets her go. That’s the deal.
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- Part 2 of Orbits
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"If two stars should really be situated very near each other, and at the same time so far insulated as not to be materially affected by the attractions of neighbouring stars, they will then compose a separate system, and remain united by the bond of their own mutual gravitation towards each other." -- Sir William Herschel
Two hundred years of fighting and falling for each other.
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- Part 1 of Orbits
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when evening falls so hard (i will comfort you) by soliloquize
Fandoms: The Adventure Zone (Podcast)
16 Jan 2020
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Rainer prides herself on staying positive and focusing on things she can control. After many years and no small number of sessions with magi-psychologists, it’s a skill she’s become quite advanced in.
That doesn’t change the fact that today is just plain crummy. Her body aches. The pain weighs down each of her limbs and threatens to drag her under completely. She has to force herself out of bed, donning only her softest sweater and staying in the leggings she slept in. She takes a pain relief potion she knows from experience will be inadequate and makes her way to class in a fog.
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To the Noble and
GoodVillainous Lady Rainer,To begin, allow this good knight to thank you most graciously for the invitation to break our fast together yestermorrow.
Your company was delectable and the crepe most thoughtful—that is, the crepe was delicious and you were exquisite—I appreciated both the refreshments and your company.I write now to ask you to do me the honor of accompanying me on a walk around the lake or some such pleasant diversion after lunch tomorrow. Do you prefer the term ‘float’? Drat, I do hope I have not offended. Of course I would be most pleased to join you in any activity comfortable to you, though I must say I truly and sincerely hope it is not one involving squirrels.
You may send Snippers with your response at your convenience. As far as I can tell, he is a magic crab and does not grow tired nor impatient. You do not have to tip him; tipping is gauche.
Your chivalrous, charming, and handsome sometimes-henchperson,
Sir Fitzroy Maplecourt, Knight Errant of Goodcastle
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“They tell me he is learning to walk again,” a shirtless Rozanov says to the semi-circle of microphones in front of him, hands on his hips, still damp and flushed and riding that victory high. “Is good news, but little children can walk. I am interested when he will learn to skate again.”
After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane Hollander is struggling to connect with the world. Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to help in the only way he knows.
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08 Jun 2026
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decadent stress chamber by garagepaperback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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Rush week confirms a lot of things. Ambitions, fears. Where do I fit? What if I don’t fit anywhere? Nervous freshman bitten-lip shit. Being an active, a senior, means having answers. Shane has no further questions.
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Or, Shane’s in a frat. Ilya rushes.
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13 May 2026
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Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor!
Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?
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11 Apr 2026
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“Just got the word from the officials, Metros are shutting Miitka down for the night," LeClaire says almost dispassionately. “Third period we’re up against,” LeClaire consults his clipboard, “Shane Hollander. Drafted 2009, current starter for the Laval Maples, posts a .905 save percentage.”
Ilya stays where he is, rolling the name around in his head once, without much interest.
Hollander.
Doesn’t ring a bell.
Inspired by that one twitter post, what if Shane was a goalie?
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07 Apr 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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02 Apr 2026