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After his explosive rise to fame, Lestat asks Daniel Malloy to help him write his biography.
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Patrick can't help but picture the three of them a year from now: Art and Tashi at Stanford, becoming star college athletes, and Patrick, a budding professional, winning Challengers halfway across the world.
It was hard enough to find out that Art was going off to college. He’s already anxious about being on the road without him, about Art making new friends, and about living life separately after years of being in each other’s pocket. He isn’t sure if he knows how to live without him. Knowing Tashi Duncan is going to the same school makes it even worse.
A Challengers re-telling, from Patrick's POV.
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Shane was there when Ilya got the call, his arm heavy across Ilya's stomach, like even in sleep he could tell something was trying to take Ilya away from him.
When Boston realize Ilya wants out, they send him to the highest bidder. The highest bidder is LA.
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- Part 9 of perfect from now on
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21 Jun 2026
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Really good fic where Ilya was traded to LA before he could go to Ottawa. A more realistic exploration of Ilya’s mental health and transition from being oversexed party animal to monogamous boyfriend. This whole series is excellent.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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27 Jan 2026
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(ch.21).
Very well done hollanov same team AU.
Last read chapter 21 but will re-read now that it's complete.
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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11 Feb 2026
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Goalie Shane AU.
On chapter 8 but will re-read now that it's complete 6/2026.(ch.8).
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The first Zhenya heard about it was an email from Sidney in the middle of August.
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03 Mar 2026
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The one where Sid comes out in an email to his team.
One of the ancient texts of Sidgeno.
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Crosby, lingering nearby, gave Zhenya a tentative smile. They were all smiling, everyone in the room, looking at Zhenya and Crosby and dreaming big dreams, the same dreams that had pried Zhenya out of Magnitogorsk and launched him halfway around the world. Zhenya knew what was expected of him, him and Crosby together, and why not? Why couldn’t they?
“Yes,” he said in English, watching Crosby’s face, and saw the moment when Crosby’s smile turned real.
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07 Mar 2026
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The one where Geno joins the Penguins because of Crosby, explores his queerness, and eventually starts hooking up with Sid. Re-read.
That was so so so good. I cannot believe how good that was. One of the best queer coming of age stories I’ve read on this website.
I loved Zhenya’s journey of self-discovery, how he lived with so much uncertainty but was so brave and in the end everything clicks into place. Ends on a bittersweet note.