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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    After years of desk work and little opportunity for training, Aymeric's body has begun to feel the effects of living in peacetime. Thankfully, his wayward lover Estinien is there to assuage his insecurities.

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    Aymeric de Borel is no stranger to feeling out of place. But one particular difference that has plagued his thoughts since adolescence threatens to consume him when he begins to develop feelings for his newfound friend and fellow knight Estinien. He will have to sort through his inner thoughts and decide what he really wants if he hopes for something more than camaraderie to bloom between them.

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    “You once asked if I would take your name…if we didn’t-”

    “...Varlineau…”

    “Estinien…!” Aymeric jolts at the voice, leaning up and over the dragoon to rest his hand against a clammy cheek. “Estinien, you’re awak-”

    “...it would suit you well…”

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    01 Jul 2026

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    !! Endwalker 6.0 Spoilers !!

    Nay, he should not have come, not when other, more pressing concerns lie unresolved elsewhere. Yet–

    Yet the thought of Aymeric, alone on such a day– the thought of him smiling in that infuriatingly placid way of his and burying himself in his work into the late hours of the night, eyes dimming in barely-hidden disappointment as another holiday passes by uncelebrated, ignored out of duty and obligation when he knows how much he adores indulging in such silly traditions–

    He found the thought to be– unbearable. Nigh unthinkable.

    I've gone soft, he thinks with a grimace, yet finds he cannot regret his impromptu decision to teleport here, now with the sight of Aymeric mere fulms away, almost within reach. Aymeric deserves every onze of happiness this star has to offer, and if he might bring him some small amount of relief from his burdens, he will do so gladly.

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    His lover’s slender fingers clutched at the sheets. “All you seem to want from me as of late is to warm my bed for a night when the fancy takes you.”

    Estinien bit down hard on his lip as he turned away, unable to take the look in those faraway eyes. “That… that is not all I want from you, Aymeric. You know that.”

    Aymeric said nothing, each heartbeat of silence driving the shards of his broken heart deeper into his flesh. Desperate, Estinien forced himself to face his lover once more. “Do you not?”

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    30 Jun 2026