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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    They had instinctively moved closer together, staring at each other for what felt like minutes, surrounded by silence.
    Suho’s eyes flickered to the smaller boy’s lips, a hand lifting his chin, thumb carefully tracing the outlines of his cupid's bow.
    Sieun’s breath hitched.
    “Your lips are turning blue, maybe we should get out of the water.”
    Sieun fought the urge to automatically pull away from Suho’s soft touch, but he managed to lean into it, eyelids fluttering shut as he parted his lips.
    “Sieun-ah,” his breath came out a little ragged, close enough for Sieun to feel it against his cheek.

    Sieun doesn’t know how to swim, so Suho decides to give him lessons. As they get closer, the feelings Sieun had tried to ignore surface.
    Plus bonus chapter where they go on a trip :3

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    24 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    suho and sieun have had a ritual since they were dirt-gathering, bug-collecting, toothless little kids.

    it’s a ritual that began in a damp, rocky hollow—with suho, sprawled on his bum, clutching at his knee and pouting up at a blank-faced sieun, as he begged, “sieun-ah, kiss.”

    when met with the typical silence, suho had angled his chubby cheek nonetheless, determined and forthcoming. “kiss.”

    it’s their little ritual that’s stayed well into adulthood, a precious thing that’s theirs, and theirs alone.

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    23 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    Everyone thinks Suho and Sieun are dating.

    Suho shrugs it off. Sieun doesn’t.

    Because for Sieun it’s not a joke—and sooner or later, something has to give.

    or: Suho is too afraid to loose what he has with Sieun to do something about it and goes through hell when he has to see him with someone else.

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    23 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    In the strobe lights, faces became distorted and every haircut appeared more cropped than it was. With the alcohol in his system, Seongjae spent half the night chasing a ghost of his past in every man until he forfeited and approached the one who resembled him best.

    It was a banal pattern that he should have gotten over by now, two years on.

    But just a glimpse of a crew cut in the crowd slowed down the world and tilted him off his axis.

    Or, two years ago, Kang Seongjae was discharged from the military and left it all behind. Even Shin Ahwi. At least, he tried to.

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    suho is hiding his identity as spider-man from his boyfriend, sieun, because what could be worse than his enemies finding out about him, risking his safety?

    sieun thinking that suho is cheating on him.

    or, 5 times that suho messes up, and the 1 time sieun confronts him.

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    06 Jun 2026